The Poe-ets Nightmare

The Poe-ets Nightmare by H. P. Lovecraft 

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Warning: This is a Lovecraft's Poetry.

A Fable Luxus tumultus semper causa est. Lucullus Languish, student of the skies, And connoisseur of rarebits and mince pies, A bard by choice, a grocer's clerk by trade, (Grown pessimist through honours long delay'd) A secret yearning bore, that he might shine In breathing numbers, and in song divine. Each day his fountain pen was wont to drop An ode or dirge or two about the shop, Yet naught could strike the chord within his heart That throbb'd for poesy, and cry'd for art. Each eve he sought his bashful Muse to wake With overdoses of ice cream and cake, But though th'ambitious youth a dreamer grew, Th' Aonian Nymph delcin'd to come to view. Something at dusk he scour'd the heav'ns afar Searching for raptures in the evening star; One night he strove to catch a tale untold In crystal deeps - but only caught a cold. So pin'd Lucullus with his lofty woe, Till one drear day he bought a set of Poe: Charm'd with the cheerful horrors there display's, He vow'd with gloom to woo the Heav'nly Maid. Of Auber's Tarn and Yaanek's slope he dreams, And weaves an hundred Ravens in his schemes. Not far from our young hero's peaceful home, Lies the fair grove wherein he loves to roam. Though but a stunted copse in vacant lot, He dubs it Temp-e, and adores the spot; When shallow puddles dot the wooded plain, And brim o'er muddy banks with muddy rain, He calls them limpid lakes or poison pools, (Depending on which bard his fancy rules.) 'Tis here he comes with Heliconian fire On Sundays when he smites the Attic lyre; And here one afternoon he brought his gloom, Resolv'd to chant a poet's lay of doom. Roget's Thesaurus, and a book of rhymes, Provide the rungs whereon his spirit climbs: With this grave retinue he trod the grove And pray'd the Fauns he might a Poe-et prove. But sad to tell, ere Pegasus flew high, The not unrelish'd supper hour drew nigh; Our tuneful swain th'imperious call attends, And soon above the groaning table bends. Though it were too prosaic to relate Th' exact particulars of what he ate, (Such long-drawn lists the hasty reader skips, Like Homer's well-known catalogue of ships) This much we swear: that as adjournment near'd, A monstrous lot of cake had disappear'd! Soon to his chamber the young bard repairs, And courts soft Somnus with sweet Lydian airs; Through open casement scans the star-strown deep, And 'neath Orion's beams sinks off to sleep. Now start from airy dell the elfin train That dance each midnight o'er the sleeping plain, To bless the just, or cast a warning spell On those who dine not wisely, but too well. First Deacon Smith they plague, whose nasal glow Comes from what Holmes hath call'd "Elixir Pro"; Group'd round the couch his visage they deride, Whilst through his dreams unnumber'd serpents glide. Next troop the little folk into the room Where snore our young Endymion, swath'd in gloom: A smile lights up his boyish face, whilst he Dreams of the moon - or what he ate at tea. The chieftain elf th' unconscious youth surveys, and on his form a strange enchantment lays: Those lips, that lately trill'd with frosted cake, Uneasy sounds in slumbrous fashion make; At length their owner's fancies they rehearse, And lisp this awesome Poe-em in blank verse: Aletheia Phrikodes  Omnia risus et omnia pulvis et omnia nihil. Demoniac clouds, up-pil'd in chasmy reach Of soundless heav'n, smother'd the brooding night; Nor came the wonted whisp'rings of the swamp, Nor voice of autumn wind along the moor, Nor mutter'd noises of th' insomnious grove Whose black recesses never saw the sun. Within that grove a hideous hollow lies, Half bare of trees; a pool in centre lurks That none dares sound; a tarn of murky face, (Though naught can prove its hue, since light of day, Affrighted, shuns the forest-shadow's banks.) Hard by, a yawning hillside grotto breathes From deeps unvisited, a dull, dank air That sears the leaves on certain stunted trees Which stand about, clawing the spectral gloom With evil boughs. To this accursed dell Come woodland creatures, seldom to depart: Once I behold, upon a crumbling stone Set altar-like before the cave, a thing I saw not clearly, yet from glimpsing, fled. In this half-dusk I meditate alone At many a weary noontide, when without A world forgets me in its sun-blest mirth. Here howls by night the werewolves, and the souls Of those that knew me well in other days. Yet on this night the grove spake not to me; Nor spake the swamp, nor wind along the moor Nor moan'd the wind about the lonely eaves Of the bleak, haunted pile wherein I lay. I was afraid to sleep, or quench the spark Of the low-burning taper by my couch. I was afraid when through the vaulted space Of the old tow'r, the clock-ticks died away Into a silence so profound and chill That my teeth chatter'd - giving yet no sound. Then flicker'd low the light, and all dissolv'd Leaving me floating in the hellish grasp Of body'd blackness, from whose beating wings Came ghoulish blasts of charnel-scented mist. things vague, unseen, unfashion'd, and unnam'd Jostled each other in the seething void That gap'd, chaotic, downward to a sea Of speechless horror, foul with writhing thoughts. All this I felt, and felt the mocking eyes Of the curs's universe upon my soul; Yet naught I saw nor heard, till flash'd a beam Of lurid lustre through the rotting heav'ns, Playing on scenes I labour'd not to see. Methought the nameless tarn, alight at last, Reflected shapes, and more reveal'd within Those shocking depths that ne'er were seen before; Methought from out the cave a demon train, Grinning and smirking, reel'd in fiendish rout; Bearing within their reeking paws a load Of carrion viands for an impious feast. Methought the stunted trees with hungry arms Grop'd greedily for things I dare not name; The while a stifling, wraith-like noisomeness Fill'd all the dale, and spoke a larger life Of uncorporeal hideousness awake In the half-sentient wholeness of the spot. Now glow'd the ground, and tarn, and cave, and trees, And moving forms, and things not spoken of, With such a phosphorescence as men glimpse In the putrescent thickets of the swamp Where logs decaying lie, and rankness reigns. Methought a fire-mist drap'd with lucent fold The well-remember'd features of the grove, Whilst whirling ether bore in eddying streams The hot, unfinish'd stuff of nascent worlds Hither and thither through infinity Of light and darkness, strangely intermix'd; Wherein all entity had consciousness, Without th' accustom'd outward shape of life. Of these swift circling currents was my soul, Free from the flesh, a true constituent part; Nor felt I less myself, for want of form. Then clear'd the mist, and o'er a star-strown scene Divine and measureless, I gaz'd in awe. Alone in space, I view'd a feeble fleck Of silvern light, marking the narrow ken Which mortals call the boundless universe. On ev'ry side, each as a tiny star, Shone more creations, vaster than our own, And teeming with unnumber'd forms of life; Though we as life would recognize it not, Being bound to earthy thoughts of human mould. As on a moonless night the Milky Way In solid sheen displays its countless orbs To weak terrestrial eyes, each orb a sun; So beam'd the prospect on my wond'ring soul; A spangled curtain, rich with twinkling gems, Yet each a mighty universe of suns. But as I gaz'd, I sens'd a spirit voice In speech didactic, though no voice it was, Save as it carried thought. It bade me mark That all the universes in my view Form'd but an atom in infinity; Whose reaches pass the ether-laden realms Of heat and light, extending to far fields Where flourish worlds invisible and vague, Fill'd with strange wisdom and uncanny life, And yet beyond; to myriad spheres of light, To spheres of darkness, to abysmal voids That know the pulses of disorder'd force. Big with these musings, I survey'd the surge Of boundless being, yet I us'd not eyes, For spirit leans not on the props of sense. The docent presence swell'd my strength of soul; All things I knew, but knew with mind alone. Time's endless vista spread before my thought With its vast pageant of unceasing change And sempiternal strife of force and will; I saw the ages flow in stately stream Past rise and fall of universe and life; I saw the birth of suns and worlds, their death, Their transmutation into limpid flame, Their second birth and second death, their course Perpetual through the aeons' termless flight, Never the same, yet born again to serve The varying purpose of omnipotence. And whilst I watch'd, I knew each second's space Was greater than the lifetime of our world. Then turn'd my musings to that speck of dust Whereon my form corporeal took its rise; That speck, born but a second, which must die In one brief second more; that fragile earth; That crude experiment; that cosmic sport Which holds our proud, aspiring race of mites And moral vermin; those presuming mites Whom ignorance with empty pomp adorns, And misinstructs in specious dignity; Those mites who, reas'ning outward, vaunt themselves As the chief work of Nature, and enjoy In fatuous fancy the particular care Of all her mystic, super-regnant pow'r. And as I strove to vision the sad sphere Which lurk'd, lost in ethereal vortices; Methough my soul, tun'd to the infinite, Refus'd to glimpse that poor atomic blight; That misbegotten accident of space; That globe of insignificance, whereon (My guide celestial told me) dwells no part Of empyreal virtue, but where breed The coarse corruptions of divine disease; The fest'ring ailments of infinity; The morbid matter by itself call'd man: Such matter (said my guide) as oft breaks forth On broad Creation's fabric, to annoy For a brief instant, ere assuaging death Heal up the malady its birth provok'd. Sicken'd, I turn'd my heavy thoughts away. Then spake th' ethereal guide with mocking mien, Upbraiding me for searching after Truth; Visiting on my mind the searing scorn Of mind superior; laughing at the woe Which rent the vital essence of my soul. Methought he brought remembrance of the time When from my fellows to the grove I stray'd, In solitude and dusk to meditate On things forbidden, and to pierce the veil Of seeming good and seeming beauteousness That covers o'er the tragedy of Truth, Helping mankind forget his sorry lot, And raising Hope where Truth would crush it down. He spake, and as he ceas'd, methought the flames Of fuming Heav'n revolv'd in torments dire; Whirling in maelstroms of revellious might, Yet ever bound by laws I fathom'd not. Cycles and epicycles of such girth That each a cosmos seem'd, dazzled my gaze Till all a wild phantasmal flow became. Now burst athwart the fulgent formlessness A rift of purer sheen, a sight supernal, Broader that all the void conceiv'd by man, Yet narrow here. A glimpse of heav'ns beyond; Of weird creations so remote and great That ev'n my guide assum'd a tone of awe. Borne on the wings of stark immensity, A touch of rhythm celestial reach'd my soul; Thrilling me more with horror than with joy. Again the spirit mock'd my human pangs, And deep revil'd me for presumptuous thoughts; Yet changing now his mien, he bade me scan The wid'ning rift that clave the walls of space; He bade me search it for the ultimate; He bade me find the truth I sought so long; He bade me brave th' unutterable Thing, The final Truth of moving entity. All this he bade and offer'd - but my soul, Clinging to life, fled without aim or knowledge, Shrieking in silence through the gibbering deeps. * * * * * * Thus shriek'd the young Lucullus, as he fled Through gibbering deeps - and tumbled out of bed; Within the room the morning sunshine gleams, Whilst the poor youth recalls his troubled dreams. He feels his aching limbs, whose woeful pain Informs his soul his body lives again, And thanks his stars - or cosmoses - or such - That he survives the noxious nightmare's clutch. Thrill'd with the music of th' eternal spheres, (Or is it the alarm-clock that he hears?) He vows to all the Pantheon, high and low, No more to feed on cake, or pie, or Poe. And now his gloomy spirits seem to rise, As he the world beholds with clearer eyes; The cup he thought too full of dregs to quaff, Affords him wine enough to raise a laugh. (All this is metaphor - you must not think Our late Endymion prone to stronger drink!) With brighter visage and with lighter heart, He turns his fancies to the grocer's mart; And strange to say, at last he seems to find His daily duties worthy of his mind. Since Truth prov'd such a high and dang'rous goal, Our bard seeks one less trying to his soul; With deep-drawn breath he flouts his dreary woes, And a good clerk from a bad poet grows! Now close attend my lay, ye scribbling crew That bay the moon in numbers strange and new; That madly for the spark celestial bawl In metres short or long, or none at all; Curb your rash force, in numbers or at tea, Nor over-zealous for high fancies be; Reflect, ere ye the draught Pierian take, What worthy clerks or plumbers ye might make; Wax not too frenzied in the leaping line That neither sense nor measure can confine, Lest ye, like young Lucullus Launguish, groan Beneath Poe-etic nightmares of your own!