User:LittleTacoBear

Once there was a little girl named Amanda. She was 15 years old and she lived in Ohio with her mom. She had black hair and sparkling blue eyes. When she was just 9 her dad left Amanda and her mother for someone else. Amanda was infuriated she kept asking "why, why did he leave us"! When she got older she was still pissed off about it, her mother wasn't doing good eather. Her mother got really emotional, she started to abuse Amanda blaming her for her father leaving, she said "Its all your fault! If you haven't been born your dad would still be here!". Amanda did not tell anybody. She covered her buses with a long sleeved shirt and jeans, even when it was hot, she covered the marks on her face with makeup, she could not go swimming because the makeup would wash off. Amanda's friends did not know what her mom was doing to her, she told no one, she just keep all her feelings inside, confident she could hide her pain. She went to school wearing the same clothes she always did black long sleeved shirt and jeans because her mom did not care to buy new clothes for her. People would make fun of her saying she was poor, called her a clown because of all of her makeup, and called her a fatherless whore. She just sat there taking in all the comments and burring them deep in her mind. Her friends try to stand up for her, but that only works for so long. Right when Amanda was alone, the kids would come and make fun of her again. This had been going on ever sence she was in the 5th grade, she was now in 9th just starting a new school with what she thought would be nicer to her. The kids all moved up to the 9th grade to, same school, same comments. When Amanda got home she went into her room, locked the door, and cried into her pillow, hoping her mom would not hear, but she did, she forced open the door and beat Amanda and say "Why are you crying, I should be the one crying, after all, you did drive your father away"... Amanda could not take it, so she pushed her mom off of her and said "Maybe he left because you are a heartless bitch!" she immediately regretted saying that, her mom took Amanda by the hair and said "I am gonna kill you" Amanda shivered and tried to get away. Her mother punched her in the face over and over again until Amanda went unconscious. When she woke up she was on her bedroom flood bleeding and bumps and bruises on her face, "Thats it" Amanda whispered to herself "I cant take it anymore!" everything she had burred deep inside her mind, her father leaving, her mother, and the bullying, She could not take it anymore! Amanda got off the floor and walked slowly out of her room to find her mother reading a book on the couch. Amanda snuck passed her mother and went into the kitchen. She got a knife... She slowly walked over to her mother. she was standing right behind her now. Amanda put the knife around her mothers neck and whispered "Now you can see how it feels" Her mother screamed, Amanda told her to shut up then she dropped the knife and used her hands to strangle her mother. She did not kill her, yet anyway. When her mother woke up she was in the basement tied to a chair. Amanda quickly took note of her mother waking up and said "wow you finally woke up, I was beginning to think I killed you" Amanda laughed at her remark. "Amanda, let me go, please" Pleaded her mother. Amanda laughed even harder now, "why would I do that?" Said Amanda. Her mother said "I am sorry, Ill do anything you want, just let me go" Amanda said "Look at me mother, you beat me, you blame ME for father leaving, and you don't even fell even just a little remorse! now please tell we why in the hell would I let YOU go!" Amanda Slammed the ground. "Amanda" Said her mother "Please, I am begging you, I will do anything, just let me go" Amanda's mother started crying uncontrollable now. "You are getting really annoying now, with all your bullshit". Amanda got up from the floor and took a needle and string out of her pocket. Amanda walked up to her mother and said "This will only sting a little" Then she began to laugh again. Her mother said "What are you doing Amanda!" Amanda ignored her mothers question and poked one side of the needle through her mothers lip. "Stop it Amanda! Please" Screamed her mother. Amanda did not listen, she held her mothers jaw with her other hand to keep her mouth from moving too much, and put the needle through her bottom lip and pulled, she kept doing that until her mothers mouth was complacently sewn shut. "Now I wont have to listen to your annoying voice" Amanda's mother crying tried to talk but it was only mumbles. "Now then" said Amanda with her hands behind her back concealing the knife she got from the kitchen. "I wan't you to feel as helpless as I do" She looked at her mother and laughed "Well as helpless as I used to feel" Amanda took her arms out from behind her back, showing the knife to her mother. Her mother tried to scream, but again it was only mumbles. Amanda's mom looked Amanda in the eyes, Amanda did not like that at all. "What the fuck are you looking at! Ill cut your fucking eyes out!" Amanda's mother began to scream through stitched lips. Amanda looked at her mother's face and said "You know, that is not a bad idea" Amanda laughed so hard she could barely see. "That is a wonderful idea, why did I not think about this sooner"Amanda's mom confused and crying was trying to think about what Amanda was talking about, she quickly relied it though. Amanda said "This is gonna be good!" Amanda's mom trying to scream. Amanda help open her mothers eye and poked the knife into it, ripping her mothers eye. She did the same to the other eye. Amanda stepped back to look at what she had done and said "wow you look much better now, too bad you cant see your beauty!" Amanda realized her mother was no longer trying to scream. "Did I kill her?" Amanda thought to herself. No! She cant die yet! I was not done with her!!! Amanda tooked at where her mothers eyes would be, and saw that her mother was bleeding heavily. In hopes to stop all the blood flow, she stitched the the two wounds. Amanda tried to see if her mother was still alive by checking her pulse, there was nothing there, she was dead. Amanda screamed "NO YOU BITCH YOU CANT DIE YET, I WAS NOT DONE!!!" Amanda fell to her knees and started to cry. "How could she have died, i wanted to do more." Amanda collected her knife and stood up. "I know what I can do!" She ran up the stairs and into the bathroom. she put the knife don't on the sink and looked at herself in the mirror, "I can keep going, but on myself! because my mother is dead there would be no more joy in hurting her anymore" She grabbed the needle from her pocket and stitched her mouth shut so she would not scream. She began to laugh through her stiched mouth and then jabbed the knif into eye, she tookk out both eyes and she threaded them so she could not bleed out. She sat on the bathroom floor sitting still. and then the found the knife with her foot and kicjed it closer to her, she help the knife in her hands and then she slit her throat, she dropped the knife and while she was bleeding she was thinking about her mother, her father, and the bullies. She could not feel anything but happiness, all her pain would be gone. It took her 30 min to completely bleed out.

By: Star Smith