User blog comment:Diexilius/Forsaken/@comment-25226524-20170311193157/@comment-25226524-20170312034512

I've already proven all my points, Diex, you simply aren't experienced or enlightened enough to grasp them yet. I really hope you're drunk, because this is insane. You arguing with me over existence is about as dumb as me arguing with Humboldt about English Lit. Of course I'm going to act superior. Why wouldn't I? Almost all my electives in college were philosophy or philosophy related, and I've studied it rigorously ever since. I debated things of this nature for years, but now I've moved on for the most part. You really need to pull back and start with some basics because you're way in over your head. Start with some of the ancient/dead philosophies and work your way forward. Jumping into absurdism, nihilism, and existentialism is just going to mess up your head and get you in a lot of arguments that you aren't prepared for. I promise you I'm saying this genuinely: back up and start from the beginning. You simply haven't lived long enough to dive into these types of discussions. That's not an insult, it's just a fact when it comes to certain philosophies. I'm over twice your age and you think you have answers about existence that I don't? Do you not see how insane that makes you look? I would advise staying in your age group when attempting to argue philosophy in the future. Age is far too relevant when it comes to philosophy. I would never consider arguing philosophy with someone twice my age that has spent half their life studying it. It's just ludicrous.

I don't answer your questions because they're either nonsense or I've already answered them and you simply haven't noticed or can't understand my answers. I hate it that this has happened, Diex, but you took the wrong tone from the start, and young people that think they know more than they do are the bane of my existence. You should have never attempted to argue with me. That in itself was insulting to me. That's why it has ended this way. If you would have been more interested in learning then this would have went completely different, but instead you wanted to act like you already knew what you're talking about, so this happened. I'm guessing we won't be talking much anymore, so I wish you luck and hope you take my advice on backing up because you're simply not ready for this yet. I advanced too quickly and now I'm on so many prescriptions I can barely see straight. I'm on them because I learned things that I shouldn't have learned at the age I learned them. My life has been irreversibly ruined due to discoveries that I'm not capable of accepting. Maybe you'll be able to handle it, but I wouldn't risk it. Now they try to numb me and give me things that kill my short-term memory so I can't stay focused on one thing too long. I'm maxed out on antidepressants, and I still can only get out of bed half the days in a week. I'm also so sedated I honestly feel like I'm separating from my body sometimes. Like my mind is trying to float away. Please, for the love of God, just be careful. Even after saying all this, if you ever find yourself in a place you feel like you can't escape or feel like you need help, you know how to get in touch with me.