Life Before My Eyes

A ray of light flashes in my eyes. I see a figure,holding my tiny body.And getting thrown into my mothers arms,I hear honey what to name it? I look up to see a hobo looking mess holding a can that labeled  beer on it.He looks like a Matthew I abruptly hear from my "father".I open my eyes to see myself in a bedroom.There was unfamiliar objects such as a caged bed and a breathing mammal on the end of it.I hear smashing of glass and cans and a unfamiliar figure comes and picks me up and runs as I see my guardians standing there crying. I get thrown into a chair of a truck,I open my eyes.Im in a club,I see a woman puckering her lips getting close to me,I open my eyes.I see myself in a bathroom with a dead woman similar to the one puckering her lips,a bloodied crowbar in my hand.I open my eyes I see a 2 floor bunk with a caged door and a musuclar naked holding my head down telling me to take it all as I feel something go arubptly up my Anus. I open my eyes I see myself holding a gun in a battlefield shooting innocent...I open my eyes I see myself In a hospital with A woman telling me what we should name it.I open my eyes and see my self on top of a large building.I open my eyes and see myself jumping off.