User blog:TeahThePsycho/I Hate It.

3:31 amIt's three am.Three fucking am. Wide a awake, tossing and turning in wet sheets.Silence keeps screaming at me, bouncing off the walls of my dark Rom. I hate it. I can't be left alone without some sort of noise or music at night, I easily over think. I hate it. Due to my lack of somewhat intelligence and at night, I probably won't post this. I just wanted to feel the essence of something during my darken nights.3:31 amIt's three am.But while my thoughts started rapidly racing, it struck me. I'm always there for people, but nobody is EVER there for me. I defend people, ones I sincerely don't even like at times and I get nothing. Nope. And it hurts, maybe I'm just in my emotions right now, but I don't know. I'm just starting to fear my own mental sanity. But then again, hey I'm totally use to being alone.-sincerely Teah