The Note

Summary
I woke up this morning and found my laptop on. Microsoft word was open with the text below. Next to the text there was a sticky note with instructions to post this and to be expecting more. I looked around found my window open. The lock was broken but there were no finger prints as the police told me. Nothing was taken as far as I know. The instructions did not tell me where to post so I am posting here and other places. I have bolted my windows so that he can’t get to me again. I say he because of the way the text is written but it could be female.

The Note
How does one describe insanity…?

I am not here to tell you my origins began with games. For I have only played my father’s game. This particular game has terrible graphics and the audio is always so annoying. The characters are always yelling at me for not doing what they want. The graphics distorted with its main colors black, white, and  red . The game itself is hard and its story clichéd but I rather play it then the alternative. My father created this game, worse he controls it or at least he did. He told me this game was illegal everywhere and it was a privilege that I was allowed to play it. I never felt privileged to play this game, this monster.

The screams of the enemies echo through my head

This game is a monster

Each character I touch falls dead.

These words echo through my dreams, my nightmares, and my life. I cannot tell if I created them or if they were in my head from the beginning I cannot take this anymore. As my father lies beside me, I have no idea what to do with this lifeless monster. There is secret to my story, I cannot tell you the truth but those with intelligence will see the truth. I go now, to finish my father’s game.

Every second word has me tremble

I replace my every emotion with stone

My every life has no meaning

This game kills me inside out

I, with no hope have lost to insanity

This life is unbearable and I will end it now.