User blog comment:Hellhound iscariot666/Reality Restored/@comment-26399604-20160321152749

What you describe kind of reminds me a bit of the movie called Jacob's Ladder. It's a movie where a Vietnam Veteran experiences horrifying hallucinations (some I have heard that inspired some creations for Silent Hill). Without giving away too much of the movie, there are several back-and-forth instances where he begins to questions his reality because some the hallucinations are very convincing.

What you describe is pretty creepy. You're kind of powerless if somehow realized you were dead all long, but somehow most or all of what you have been experiencing for the last few years was just an illusion. Of course, that just leaves a bunch of questions...but in the end, yeah, an interesting and yet chilly thought.

Now, I can't say I had a time where I questioned whether I was death or not. However the closest I've come to just questioning things overall were moments of deja vu. It's sounds crazy but the best way I can describe is by calling it, "deja vu foreshadowing." There have been random times where I a hunch that I'll have deja vu of whatever moment I'm experiencing at the time, and then sure enough 2-3 years down the road, it happens and I vaguely remember foreshadowing it....I don't know it's hard to explain, but that might just be the whole nature of deja vu.

It sounds cheesy but sometimes when that happens, I like to blame it on the whole "glitch in the matrix" theory even though I don't believe it. It's fun to think about though. Anyways, that's my two cents on this topic.