Talk:A Small Piece of Lead/@comment-26193563-20150611202457/@comment-24101790-20150611203104

"The after-life has been barred to me. I am trapped here, left to watch the world that I no longer care about."

The only reason he was able to intimate his emotions to his killer in the first place was his strong desire/determination. His parents are already dead so there're not too many people he could really influence (or would really care to influence.) It's cynical, but the first and last line explains it.