Board Thread:Writer's Workshop/@comment-26828540-20150816165406

This story isn't etremely long, it is heavily inspired by Physcosis, Asylum, and Lovecraft...

My name is Deacon, i don't want my last name recorded in case this paper gets stolen, i'm telling this because why not? I'm trying something experimental, something incredible, but i have to make notes, i must be remembered, wait wouldn't it be better to keep to my friends? Wait i can't trust my friends! How do i know if they are mine, if your reading this and aren't someone i gave it to, i wish you do good in life and don't share my story. Now where was i? Oh yes! The thing, i'm going undercover, my boss told me i would be perfect for this mission as i overreact and take stuff way to seriously, what is he kidding, i don't do that, right? I'm getting caried away, anyways my boss told me of a place, where people commit suicide for no reason, but why? So i'm here to figure out, now i'm not gonna write my entire day on this, i'll write my findings tomorrow.

Day 1

Today was great! The hotel was amazing, i'm should be staying there for my entire life, why aren't i? Though the water is mulky, but it is amazing, it is the drink of the gods, nectar of the gods, it must be! Why does it taste so good? Why? Maybe i should go again, strangely no man or women was there, i got booked in by a microphone, maybe i should be investigating. Hmm... There was a uncanny vally feel, like something was wrong, why could that be?

Day 2

How amazing this was, truly incredible! I was living in a room filled with cups of this nectar of the gods, i can't believe they are that nice, i drank it all, i'm so proud, so so proud...

Day 3

I found a tunnel into a library! Man, my boss must be proud, i gave him the nectar but he didn't want it, so i did the only logical thing, choke him! He rejected the nectar so i showed him the pain of rejecting it! It was just so amazing seeing the nectar flow out of his body, like magic! My boss was a god! Mmm... He was delicious, nothing better than the nectar of the gods. He should have drank it, he would be so happy, like something was incredible! Why was i having mixed feelings about this place before? It made me a better man! I will show everyone how it tastes, they must know! it tastes so good, if one never had it, how could they live? They couldn't live!

Day 4

Mmm... That nectar, it's everywhere, i ran out of it on the streets, i decided to drink it from the only logical source! I cut off both my arms! Mmm... the pain, oh the pain was horrible, like having killer stab you over and over, like bleeding to death, like infinite pain, but the nectar, oh it was worth it, the nectar made it worth it, i drank it all, so delicous. So Perfect.

Day 5

Did you hear the news!? I was on the news channel, they said i drank blood out of the victims! Disgusting! I am a civilized human being, if i did that, i would be a monster, i'm no monster, they didn't have blood! They had Nectar, they are all wrong! They all, they're trying to frame me! Trying to make me look bad! They are trying to hide the truth, the truth about the nectar, how it has infected such amazing people! I will show them the truth! I will bring them the nectar and they will feel it's greatness, they will understand, you can't live without it...

Day 6

They rejected it! They tried to capture me! They're trying to frame me even more, they had cameras, watching my every move, but i wouldn't let myself look so disgusting. I would lose all my friends! My family will think of me as a monster! I tried to catch them but i was stopped by a invisible wall!? They must have created a forcefield of somekind, they ruined me! They are after me! I need the nectar, i need to calm down, where's the knife? I need the knife! I need happiness, i need the gods' blood! I need it!!!

Day 7

They caught me, i won't fall for this trick! They all are hiding the truth! They had photos of me eating people and videos? No, this cannot be! No, No ,No they tainted it with some kind of magic, they are controlling the matter of the photo, they must have changed it! I must get to them! Why? Why? Why would they lie? These are people! Real civilians, they are being controlled! Something is controlling them! Making them lie, making them lock me up in this containment, making fake versions of my family crying over me! It's all to real, to perfect! Something must be controlling them, making them lie about the nectar, making them lock me up! I will not fall for it!

Doctor Pal: This seems to be a increased case of delusional ideas, he can't seem to accept that he is killing people, he won't give reason as to why he did it, he says we are being controlled. I will further study this, he did have a paper, he seemed to chew it up, we are still trying to reconfigure it. This might be a extreme case of physcosis. Another friend of my wife in here, we need to investigate some stuff further... 