User blog comment:Diexilius/Forsaken/@comment-25226524-20170311193157/@comment-25226524-20170312154325

It only feels like a time waste when you keep asking questions that I've already answered (the answers are there if you look and truly understand what I mean by them). I'll be as honest as I can be, as painful as it is, and I'll allow for a one percent chance that I'm wrong. The only way this could ever come about is if a God or gods exposed themselves and gave us a purpose. I'm a hard agnostic (meaning I believe we can never know if a God/gods exist), but not what I would call a true one. I can't let go of that last possible percent, no matter how unlikely I find it to be (plus I don't find everything to be subjective like a true one). The reason I find debate useless is because there's really nothing left to debate anymore unless we're given some proof of inherent meaning (which could only come from a higher power). The existence debate is over unless that one percent chance occurrence comes to be. I guess you can debate smaller, lower level issues for mind expansion or simply for pleasure, but I have to be in a certain mood for that.

I'm actually supposed to be avoiding these kinds of things, but they're like a siren's song to me: I can't resist them and then everything gets smashed to shit.