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Please leave a message on my talk page if I can help with anything! -- ClericofMadness (Talk) 02:11, December 20, 2011

You're page...
... Is depressing *hug* ^_^ Mr.Zalgopasta 22:20, February 13, 2012 (UTC)

Oh, I'm sorry for that. I can be really blissful at times, but one can't always be happy. HiddenSpirit 17:00, February 18, 2012 (UTC)

Look
I want to apologize for blocking PM's from you in chat today. I'm really ashamed of what I did and I should've taken your feelings into consideration. I thought that you were trolling...I honestly did. I've never told you that I'm very weak when it comes to accustoming to change, whether it's of my habitat, a person, etc, and for that, I really would like to say I'm sorry. I know how much you hate me now, and how much you never want to speak to me again. But I just want you to know that I am ashamed of what I did. You don't have to be my friend anymore. It's your choice. I just want you to know that I love you as a friend and I wish for nothing more than to see you happy, but my selfish actions in chat suggested otherwise of this. I don't care if this sounds really sappy or melodramatic. I just want you to know that I care, and if you do not wish to be my friend following this event, so be it. I love you is all I want you to know, and that you'll always be my friend on the inside. It&#39;s KOROMO! 06:24, March 3, 2012 (UTC)

Help
You still need me here? Message me on my talk page here so I can look up through you. Gauzz Rifle

Fallout Wiki
Yo Hidden, I just talked with Gauzz and I'd like to invite you to the Fallout Wiki with me. Gauzz promised we'd all give you a warm welcome. Join anytime :) It&#39;s KOROMO! 08:51, March 4, 2012 (UTC)

I'll see what I can do
To create another poem, maybe a narrative poem. &Psi; REDDOT &Psi; 20:07, March 4, 2012 (UTC)

Awww, thanks so much...you too. Just remember I'm always there for you, Hidden, even if this computer screen separates us. 14:04, March 7, 2012 (UTC)

Hidden
Though I do approve of the edit you made to Hidden because a comma was indeed necessary, OC is off limits to edits from non posters. I do ask that you ask the OP before editing OC in the future. Thank you.

There, there. No need to cry. You're not a bad dragon, you just made a bad decision. Now go pack your things. You just need to find a new place to sleep. That's all. -- Fluttershy 20:17, March 12, 2012 (UTC)

XanCrews

I am fine my sibling! *Eats crumpet* And how might you be? 17:35, March 13, 2012 (UTC)

Breaking benjamin FOREVER!!!!!!!!1
breaking benjamin is the only band i listen to :3 i listening to Dear agony album right now :P GameFuelTv

Thanks. I'll try to enjoy the chat, assuming my browser won't spaz out in the chat.

- MrGatsby

MrGatsby 14:26, March 20, 2012 (UTC)

Just a reminder.
Whereever you are, who ever you may be.

You are a friend, a friend to me.

No matter what, no matter who.

We'll be together, just me and you.

Your not alone. You never will be.

I'm just going to leave this here because I'm starting to worry about if your ok anymore.... Jacob-sama 18:38, March 20, 2012 (UTC)

I'm glad you enjoyed my creepypasta :3--  "Let go of the tangible  mass of your mind.   It is only an illusion."  02:33, March 27, 2012 (UTC)

Where are you?
You're not in chat.

wat. $\iint$Talk 22:04, April 3, 2012 (UTC)

Good bye
I appreciate you being nice to me and helping me but they showed there true colors. By taking Marios side and not listening to both sides, thats how it always happens, I am going to sadly fuck off.... Sorry I told you them nice things sorry I was nice to you sorry I was your friend and sorry I kept bothering you with my problems...... I could be all depressed but I wont cause everyone showed there true colors. Maybe you should have at least listened to my side too, not just his........ Farewell Hidden... Sorry for the things I did to you and everyone there and sorry for being a bother to you and everyone..... And tell mario I'm sorry too...... &quot;Teddy&quot; Brad Herrell 17:55, April 7, 2012 (UTC)

Brad....
I don't want to leave... you're the reason I've stayed..... You are the only person to truely understand me... or at least to try to understand me, everyone else just brushed me off and stepped all over me, you didnt, you actually cared where others didnt...... i dont want to leave but i think i have to because ill never fit in with creepy pasta... or anywhere..... &quot;Teddy&quot; Brad Herrell 18:12, April 7, 2012 (UTC)

brad
I wanna stay and talk to you :( &quot;Teddy&quot; Brad Herrell 19:47, April 7, 2012 (UTC)

huh?
What talk over user pages? &quot;Teddy&quot; Brad Herrell 22:53, April 7, 2012 (UTC)

Awww thanks
It's nice to be called awesome. :3 DAMNED KIDS! 07:14, April 8, 2012 (UTC)

Well SO ARE YOU, SO THERE HAHAHAHAHA DAMNED KIDS! 07:26, April 8, 2012 (UTC)

NOU! MUAHAHAHAHA DAMNED KIDS! 07:31, April 8, 2012 (UTC)

WELL... UMM... YOU'RE SUPER AWESOME AND STUFF. AND GOOD AT WINNING ARGUMENTS, WHICH MAKES YOU AWESOMER. YEAH. DAMNED KIDS! 07:34, April 8, 2012 (UTC)

YOU'RE JUST AS AWESOME AND FUNNY AND SMART AND ALL THAT CHEEZWIZ AS I AM, BUT *FINE*. YOU WIN. DAMNED KIDS! 07:42, April 8, 2012 (UTC)

P.S. :3

Banned
Check your phone. Now. -- Peace, MarioStrikerz Talk Page 04:18, April 11, 2012 (UTC)

Wiki Drama
In the even Weirdowithcoffee does return I will have to ask you to refrain from Starting the drama that has been going on between you two for the past weeks, up again. We can't have people fighting constantly. Weirdozzy 01:21, April 12, 2012 (UTC)

Here. Incase bush doesn't get it to you.
Bradley T. Herrellmy heart hasnt stopped thumping....
 * 10:42Bradley T. Herrellmy hearts racing too
 * 10:43Bradley T. Herrellmy bodys getting tingly
 * 10:43Bradley T. Herrellim starting to feel numb
 * 10:44Bradley T. Herrellthe emotion is leaving my body
 * 10:44Bradley T. Herrellanother scar to hide now
 * 10:45Bradley T. Herrellanother scar to hide
 * 10:45Bradley T. Herrellno one understands
 * 10:45Bradley T. Herrellthe only person who tried to understand was hidden
 * 10:46Bradley T. Herrelli went to creepy pasta and no hidden
 * 10:46Bradley T. Herrelli thought hidden might talk me out of it
 * 10:46Bradley T. Herrellthis thing called life is a treatours thing
 * 10:47Bradley T. Herrellfull of lies and decite
 * 10:47Bradley T. Herrellthere are few people i can trust
 * 10:47Bradley T. Herrelland very few people i like and love
 * 10:48Bradley T. Herrellim trying to figure out why im going to do this
 * 10:48Bradley T. Herrellbut i cant think why
 * 10:48Bradley T. Herrelllike i said
 * 10:48Bradley T. Herrellhidden understands
 * 10:49Bradley T. Herrelli feel this way when im betrayed
 * 10:50Bradley T. Herrellor scared
 * 10:50Bradley T. Herrelli... cant figure why im scared
 * 10:50Bradley T. Herrellmy stomach is in knots
 * 10:50Bradley T. Herrellmy chest feels tighter
 * 10:51Bradley T. Herrellthis is why people hate me
 * 10:51Bradley T. Herrellbecause im such a "drama queen"
 * 10:51Bushcraft MedicShit man..
 * 10:51Bradley T. Herrelli want you to give this to hidden
 * 10:52Bradley T. Herrellleave a message
 * 10:52Bradley T. Herrellgive it to'em
 * 10:52Bradley T. Herrellidk
 * 10:52Bushcraft Medici will
 * 10:52Bradley T. Herrelljust make sure they get it
 * 10:52Bushcraft MedicBut you need to promise me
 * 10:52Bushcraft MedicDon't do anything
 * 10:52Bradley T. Herrellpromises are made to be broken...
 * 10:52Bradley T. Herrell...like love
 * 10:54Bushcraft MedicBrad, why do you want to do something like this?
 * Teddy the cuddly death bear 03:28, April 12, 2012 (UTC)

Chat
Rejoin the chat. Contr        KOROMO         Talk      05:28, April 15, 2012 (UTC)

Please, Hidden
Please don't feel bad.

 "I see the bright blue skies!  Through the clear ocean waters!"   19:02, April 15, 2012 (UTC)

Say
I need members for my wiki bendrownedyourturn wiki will you join? If the link doesn't work let me know! Imma brony 4evah 20:11, April 15, 2012 (UTC)Ilovecreepypasta

WHAT!?
Why did you leave? Did i do something....again? Teddy the cuddly death bear 01:20, April 17, 2012 (UTC)

Hidden
Hello. How are you today? I love you,    Contr         KOROMO         Talk      19:02, April 17, 2012 (UTC)

HIDDEN HIDDEN HIDDEN GUESS WHAT
...I forgot ._. DAMNED KIDS! 06:23, April 18, 2012 (UTC)

Hai der :3 DAMNED KIDS! 07:32, April 18, 2012 (UTC)

'Allo, mate. Am I australian yet? DAMNED KIDS! 20:49, April 18, 2012 (UTC)

.... AHEM!!! Pushed into the winds of life, falling to the sands of time. 01:39, April 20, 2012 (UTC)

Sorry
Sorry I've been... shunning you recently. I want to talk to you, but I can't. Next time I get the chance...

 "I see the bright blue skies!  Through the clear ocean waters!"  21:28, April 18, 2012 (UTC)

How are you today? Contr        KOROMO         Talk      23:14, April 18, 2012 (UTC)

I'm marvelous myself, thank you my dear friend :)    Contr         KOROMO         Talk      23:35, April 18, 2012 (UTC)

Hello, Hidden. Have a good sleep and a good day tommorow. Love you,    Contr         KOROMO         Talk      04:00, April 19, 2012 (UTC)

Thank you. Why aren't you on chat, dear? I wish to speak with you. Contr        KOROMO         Talk      20:09, April 19, 2012 (UTC)

I'm sorry
Hidden I'm sorry that I suddenly left the chat >_< I keep trying to refresh the page but the internet connection was gone for a few minutes. I didn't mean it :'( I hope you're not mad :( Requiescat in pace 12:50, April 19, 2012 (UTC)

Hidden
Are you alright? I saw the harrassment earlier and it's been taken care of....I'm just wondering if you need anything. Contr        KOROMO         Talk      04:38, April 20, 2012 (UTC)

The whole deal with Brad....I'll tell you in chat if you join. Contr        KOROMO         Talk      15:37, April 20, 2012 (UTC)

AXE
The only power that axe has is to cut trees and faces. Also, hai der :3 DAMNED KIDS! 16:02, April 20, 2012 (UTC)

Heeddin, Heeddin, Heeddin, wonderful Heeddin. Loymve. :3 DAMNED KIDS! 23:29, April 20, 2012 (UTC)

Heeddin, Heeddin, Heeddin.. dear sweet Heeddin. :D DAMNED KIDS! 23:33, April 20, 2012 (UTC)

OH MY GOD DO YOU NEED CPR DAMNED KIDS! 23:36, April 20, 2012 (UTC)

Leave that wiki. NOW. Contr        KOROMO         Talk      00:53, April 21, 2012 (UTC)
 * DOES ZEH CPR* ALL BETTAR NAO DAMNED KIDS! 00:51, April 21, 2012 (UTC)

You are zhe alivezes! ogm ogm ogm dat's liek gud and stof DAMNED KIDS! 00:55, April 21, 2012 (UTC)

Have a good night and an excellent day tomorrow, Hidden. Love you. Contr        KOROMO         Talk      03:32, April 22, 2012 (UTC)

HIDDEN HIDDEN HIDDEN
THE PTERODACTYLS ARE COMING DAMNED KIDS! 21:52, April 22, 2012 (UTC)

NOOOO. Wait, what kind? DAMNED KIDS! 23:17, April 22, 2012 (UTC)

that kind of coming or that kind of pterodactyls DAMNED KIDS! 23:21, April 22, 2012 (UTC)

How did I know that it was you two going at it again XD Pushed into the winds of life, falling to the sands of time. 23:34, April 22, 2012 (UTC)

How're you today, sis? Contr        KOROMO         Talk      23:36, April 22, 2012 (UTC)

WOLLOLOLOOOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL Pushed into the winds of life, falling to the sands of time. 21:47, April 24, 2012 (UTC)

Aw.....
Aw......

Hey, Hidden...
Are you alright? You don't seem well today. Hope you get better soon, if so. Love you. Contr        KOROMO         Talk      22:45, April 24, 2012 (UTC)

haters gonna hate and...
Stalker gonna stalk.... I picked up a few lessons from cheasl ;p Pushed into the winds of life, falling to the sands of time. 11:36, April 27, 2012 (UTC)

Last request
This is my last month on all wikias... The thing is this is meant to be a vacation, but I might not come back.... I just wanted to "bury the hatchet", so to say, and there are a few things I would like to ask you. Please can you join my chat tomorrow? Then you can continue your life without interuption by me... See ya... Teddy the cuddly death bear 06:20, April 28, 2012 (UTC)

HIDDEN HIDDEN HIDDEN HEEEEEDDDIN
I forgot. DAMNED KIDS! 07:12, April 28, 2012 (UTC)

YOU JUST CAN'T RESIST MY SEXEH SEXEH BREATHING, CAN YOU? DAMNED KIDS! 07:15, April 28, 2012 (UTC)

LOL K DAMNED KIDS! 07:30, April 28, 2012 (UTC)

What am I looking at here Ms.Spirit? Pushed into the winds of life, falling to the sands of time. 22:28, April 30, 2012 (UTC)

My trust is running thin old friend
You said "it" again. Please hold on to the seemingly empty apologies, and please, just stop. Goodnight. Contr        KOROMO         Talk      05:52, April 30, 2012 (UTC)

Rejoin chat. Contr        KOROMO         Talk      20:01, April 30, 2012 (UTC)

Spirit.
Wrong answer. I am looking at the page of a clever, strong, young girl who is having trouble in life and is desperately calling for help and friends to come aid her. Don't always believe what the shadow's mirror reflects of you. Look at your friends and see the good side of you reflect from them.

You are still young and free. Don't let anyone else chain your wings down Princess. Pushed into the winds of life, falling to the sands of time. 23:41, April 30, 2012 (UTC)

Hidden, have a nice night. I love you, tell me if you need anything. 01:51, May 2, 2012 (UTC)

How're you, my friend? --Weirdowithcoffee

I am fine as well, thanks. Love you. --Weirdowithcoffee

NO HEEDIN, I AM THE WINNER DAMNED KIDS! 00:54, May 4, 2012 (UTC)

Hidden?
Are you alright? I don&#39;t give a two penny flying fuck about your moral conundrum you meat headed shitsack 04:57, May 4, 2012 (UTC)

Yes, I am fine, thank you :) I don&#39;t give a two penny flying fuck about your moral conundrum you meat headed shitsack 22:54, May 4, 2012 (UTC)

Words cannot express how sorry I am.
I know you're displeased and depressed by my...actions. I just wanted to say how sorry I am. I love you, you are my best friend. I don't ever want to lose you, you are my best friend and a sister as far as I'm concerned. I'm sorry, and I hope we can begin to act friendly and civilized toward eachother again. --Weirdowithcoffee

Hidden <3
How're you? *hugs* I don&#39;t give a two penny flying fuck about your moral conundrum you meat headed shitsack 22:27, May 7, 2012 (UTC)

I'm good too. But I can't Skype now, I'm at my grandpa's house. I don&#39;t give a two penny flying fuck about your moral conundrum you meat headed shitsack 22:31, May 7, 2012 (UTC)

Me too. For some reason it's only allowing admins to chat, wikia is fixing something. I don&#39;t give a two penny flying fuck about your moral conundrum you meat headed shitsack 22:34, May 7, 2012 (UTC)

hey lookie that!
An abundance of slenderman pictures was just posted. Just thought I'd let you know just in case because you seem to have a fetish over slenderman. XD

Jk Jk Pushed into the winds of life, falling to the sands of time. 23:38, May 7, 2012 (UTC)

I'm here to say my final good-byes. You were a great friend, I really appreciate you trying to at least care and understand me. I'm so sorry if I said anything that would have offended you or if I did anything that would not be acceptable... I'm just asking to make my final amends to you and ask you to forgive me.... http://emoandscene.wikia.com/wiki/User_blog:Bradley_T._Herrell/Fare-Fucking-Well

Theres my proof that I'm leaving... I'm sorry if I was a bully to you or did any- I just said that.

Farewell Hidden, Its been nice knowing you.

Teddy the cuddly death bear of humanity 23:38, May 7, 2012 (UTC)

Final good-byes
I'm not promising you anything.... Because what I'm going to do.... Is not smart, just remember all the "good times" we had... I'm sorry everyone lied to you about me. This is an actual good-bye... A good-good-bye, I'm sorry for bein a burden and a nuscience to you. I wish I could have changed your mind about you disliking me... Anyways. Farewell, see you on the other side Hidden. Teddy the cuddly death bear of humanity 00:35, May 8, 2012 (UTC)

How many "goodbyes" is this now? Just asking. I wonder if I could saw through my own neck... with this comb. 00:37, May 8, 2012 (UTC)

Chat
Are you still on? Because the second I refreshed everyone just went poof and it's just me, Zalgo and Sloshy now... I don&#39;t give a two penny flying fuck about your moral conundrum you meat headed shitsack 00:48, May 8, 2012 (UTC)

Your page
I understand your emotional state, but your page makes me very depressed. This world would NOT be a better place if you were gone. I don&#39;t give a two penny flying fuck about your moral conundrum you meat headed shitsack 01:48, May 8, 2012 (UTC)

Re:
Thank you for the poem. Farewell... I let go and fall deeper. This will be the end of me. 03:09, May 11, 2012 (UTC)

I hope you come back.
I need you. Don't die, please. DAMNED KIDS! 07:00, May 11, 2012 (UTC)

Hidden, please, please don't. Please. I love you. DAMNED KIDS! 18:21, May 14, 2012 (UTC)

What's going on. What is...

The crap that's been affecting me in my life has made me miss so much, hasn't it?

 "I see the bright blue skies!  Through the clear ocean waters!"  18:27, May 14, 2012 (UTC)

If you're leaving, Hidden, you better have a good reason... I let go and fall deeper. This will be the end of me. 21:01, May 14, 2012 (UTC)

I'm sorry for any time I've let you down, I never meant to hurt you... you have no reason to be sorry; you've done nothing wrong. Please don't leave us, you mean too much to me for that, and the world doesn't need to lose another wonderful person... please come back, mio bella amore. DAMNED KIDS! 21:38, May 14, 2012 (UTC)

Hidden, bro, you alright? TheSilentReaper 21:50, May 14, 2012 (UTC)TheSilentReaper

Lucid Atray 22:10, May 14, 2012 (UTC)

Believe.
"Believing in your friends and embracing that belief by forgiving failure... These feelings have vanished from our hearts." - Igos du Ikana" Pushed into the winds of life, falling to the sands of time. 00:16, May 15, 2012 (UTC)

Alright. Well, when do you think you'll be able to be on again? TheSilentReaper 15:29, May 15, 2012 (UTC)TheSilentReaper

Hidden, we all hurt each other from time to time, and even though it might seem like the end of the world each time we do, it isn't; wounds heal, both physical and emotional. The only time you've ever hurt anyone from what I've seen, is when you want to kill yourself like this. There's no reason to hurt yourself or kill yourself... if it means anything, you haven't really ever hurt me. DAMNED KIDS! 17:20, May 15, 2012 (UTC)

hidden.
Do you need to talk? I let go and fall deeper. This will be the end of me. 20:42, May 15, 2012 (UTC)

Hidden, don't kill yourself. Please come back to us, we all want you back. DAMNED KIDS! 20:58, May 15, 2012 (UTC)

Sigh
To those who are reading this other than HiddenSpirit: Hidden is fine. There is no need to become overly stressed about this issue. Hidden can tell you that it will be ok.

It's fine...

Hidden,

I'll still be on in the mornings as I was today. I'll talk to you soon.

Behind closed doors, I am me. 22:44, May 15, 2012 (UTC)

Don't
Don't you dare. Even thinking about doing that at your age is unforgivable. I know a lot has happened, a lot that is none of my business, but life isn't something you should just throw away. You are a 1 in a million. You have barely even scratched the surface.

Don't give up. Don't lie to yourself. Live. Brace yourselves. Drama is coming. 22:41, May 15, 2012 (UTC)

Alirghty, bro. Even though I don't know what's going on, I hope everything will work out. TheSilentReaper 23:29, May 15, 2012 (UTC)TheSilentReaper

An appeal from a friend.
I, personally, don't know what you're going through. But believe me. I have been in your position myself before. You can overcome this. Look at all of the people on here that do care for you, you may see them as some people on a website, but they are all still VERY caring people. You are amazing. You have a lot to offer, and you are an incredibly talented individual. You have more talent in a fucking fingernail than I do in my entire body multiplied by seven. You're smart, awesome, and you have a sense of humor. You are very likable. I like you, I think it's safe to say that you were my first friend on this website, you actually took the time to have a private conversation in an attempt to get to know me. It was great. I enjoyed it, and I enjoy you. And lastly.. if you're gone.. who the fuck am I going to talk about Physics with?

Best wishes for the future. A future that you deserve.

-Your friend Dramaticus 01:50, May 16, 2012 (UTC) (This is Zach by the way. I renamed my account.)

Do you still care about me, Hidden? I let go and fall deeper. This will be the end of me. 20:44, May 16, 2012 (UTC)

I know you already know this, but i'm saying it again. I care about you a lot, and would be devestated if anything happened to you. I know things may be tough, but just hang in there bro. Everything will be okay. TheSilentReaper 20:58, May 16, 2012 (UTC)TheSilentReaper

Wikidrama
Okay. I totally feel like a fucking asshole for having to post this (and I totally understand what you're going through), but it is my duty as an admin to enforce the rules. You have recently started wikidrama and it has been circulating around the whole wiki for the past week and getting other users worried sick. PLEASE drop it (or at least take it offsite) or SERIOUS action will be taken. Drama is not allowed on this wiki, and just because it's creepypasta does not make it a place to scare other users and contribute to drama. Thank you. I let go and fall deeper. This will be the end of me. 22:55, May 16, 2012 (UTC)

Like I said, I didn't want to write it. But I have to as an admin. Also, I'm glad that you still care. I let go and fall deeper. This will be the end of me. 01:57, May 17, 2012 (UTC)

Hidden...
Please, if you're still alive, don't do it. I love you Hidden. ;~; Lyceum514 22:57, May 16, 2012 (UTC)Lyceum514

I'd never be angry at you. I love you, too, hidden. Your foreign grandma would probably love me... 04:45, May 17, 2012 (UTC)

Response to recent chatting
I decided to respond to your chat behavior in your talk page (considering you left the chat) to prevent from starting drama in the mainspace - something which you seem to excel at.

Your speaking seemed to be centered around ME being at fault for all of this, when it was I, in fact, who acknowledged we were both at fault for the whole of this fiasco. And I believe we still are. Does that make it any less of your fault than mine, which you seemed to imply? You claimed that I "lied" about being happy when I was in fact not lying, something obvious to ANYONE if they'd ever experienced us talking together.

No, the real source of the depression is that YOU seemed to consistently fail to realize my problems. You rarely tried to help, you rarely even felt that I NEEDED help which you noticed. One of my most notorious experiences with you is one night near the beginning of April, when we were both getting along just fine and having a grand time. Suddenly, a user who will go unnamed joined the chat and the instant that happened, you turned on me and started slandering me and insulting me for no given reason. As if that wasn't hurtful as fuck? That night made me sob, so naturally, I went instinctive and started shouting at you, before I left the chat - I happened to notice your snide remarks about me once I rejoined a few seconds later and trying to calm my anger. Seems like I'M the culprit for expressing my emotions, no? And don't you dare say that I never let you express your emotions - that's all I ever did when I was still your friend. Let you express your emotions so I could aid you as much as I could. I did it out of over selflessness, something I deeply regret now that I've seen such a wreck that I am now.

Finally, when I felt it was too much, I decided to step up and end our friendship. For the first time. Yes, the way I expressed my feelings to you during that breakup was harsh, I admit, even for me, and I apologize for it. However, do you think my anger wasn't justified? Considering your actions earlier in the month, at this point you fit into the "People I like but aren't my friends" territory. As if I could continue being your friend after the way you hurt me that night.

Even later on in April, after making up, we broke up our friendship AGAIN due to more dramatic recent events. This time, you seemed much more dissonant towards me than the situation itself. If I recall correctly, you even said you were agitated at me for attempting to put an end to our relationship. As if it was fucking easy to deal with? You were my best friend, I cared for you so much, when you were happy I was happy, I didn't want to break up but I felt it was for my OWN good because the relationship was too hurtful to deal with for me. You seemed to want to keep our friendship, despite knowing how much anger and frustration and depression it put on me. Would you enjoy the pressure put on you if it happened to you yourself? The answer likely is a resounding no.

But the thing that hurt me most about you was your empty apologies. I told you to stop what you were doing and you consistently continued, making excuses to continue doing the things I found hurtful. And don't give me any excuses. "You did this" or "I did that" - I didn't. I said I never minded a passing mention, but really? It all got so out of hand and you continued your hurtful remarks even when I told you consistently just STOP and you apologized again and again and again. Yes, I do realize I've ran my mouth. I do realize I'm responsible for a few of our fiascos, and I take that into consideration with open arms as I am not dumb and not hypocritical. It's all about our personalities - they clash, and it was never, ever meant to be that way. AKA, we were never meant to be friends, let alone true friends. I should've left you alone.

I have a feeling this all stems from a certain situation, oh, sometime during February if I recall correctly, in which I fell in "love" with another user who will also go unnamed. At this point, you seemed to have some sort of a crush on me, which explained your jealousy. I can understand it, I have suffered from romance driven jealousy in the past, but was that really reason enough to go out of line to hurt me and hurt HER, which, even though you'll deny it was your likely intention? Again, not putting words in your mouth - it could've not been your intended objective - but it still hurt. We could have had a simple talk about it, if you had a problem with my relationship you could've simply talked it out with me, but, instead of this you decided to complain to other users about it and, if I recall correctly (I might be wrong, forgive me) you even said you "didn't get why I liked her" which was EXTREMELY hypocritical considering the whole situation.

You have no right to lecture me, Hidden. I did everything I could and I felt totally let down, because I WAS let down. I do not say this to offend you, but you did indeed let me down - I helped you and you gave me hell in return. It was never OK. It never is. Don't even apologize again. In fact, don't even respond to this. This was all a waste a time on my part, as was our whole entire relationship, put in vain by the both of us, which I acknowledge. I did not write this to offend you, as that would make me a horrible person - it is all simply a release to let you know how much I've been hurt, and to let you know that we simply can NOT continue this friendship. It was nice being your friend. It's a period of time I'll never forget. But this time, it's official, cut to the chase, we can't be friends. It hurts us both too much. Don't waste your time responding to this, it will all be in vain just like reality.

The Weirdowithcoffee you knew is dead.

Farewell. I'll miss you, a lot. --I&#39;d rather not beat you to death with a slightly heavy silver spoon 01:52, May 19, 2012 (UTC)

Again, this was not said to offend you, but rather to vent and inform you. Please understand this. I&#39;d rather not beat you to death with a slightly heavy silver spoon 02:25, May 19, 2012 (UTC)

Y'know what? I'm sick of this shit. Weirdo: Don't go off writing a fucking pasta on Hidden's talk page about what's happened between you two in the past two months. It's only contributing to the drama, and Hidden: Don't go around starting the drama.

Both of you need to seriously grow up. If the friendship between you two is done with let it be done with. Don't bore and burden the other users with your issues. Do either of you know each other in real life? I doubt it. This is the internet and whatever happens happens and I guarantee that one day you both will forget about each other.

No more Mr. NiceAdmin. If I see the slightest hint that the drama is continuing in the future, there are going to be serious repurcussions. I wonder if I could saw through my own neck... with this comb. 16:14, May 19, 2012 (UTC)