User blog:Darkheart135/I need help

I've been under a lot of stress lately, and have been on the verge of tears all the time. My freind and person I love most in this world tried to kill himself, my best friend and her boyfriend broke up over horrid reasons and they want me to fix it, my boyfriend moved away and I haven't seen or spoken to him in a long time, my ex best friend looks at me strange now that she's a prep, and I'm making plans for highschool. Also, my crush just told me he's gay (i've known him for years, and we hang out everyday and call each other every night). Any advice? I'm going crazy.