Board Thread:Off Topic/@comment-26600200-20150713182733/@comment-26693561-20150715160941

ShawnHowellsCP wrote:

AlexanderShiramoto wrote: I don't know why, but when was 6 or 5 years old (I think). I have a hobby of torturing animals. Like how I used to stole my grandparents goldfish from the their pond and smack them using a shovel until they're crushed into tiny pieces. And when cought butterflies just to remove both of its wings and  leave them on the ground unable to fly to die. Upon catching fish as a child, I used to experiment with them constantly. That meaning opening them up to look at their innards, fuck around with their eyeballs, scale them, et cetera.

I don't consider this a secret. It was nothing more than child curiosity. Later, curiosity. It's non-sentient life, anyways. Well the thing is I still do it. In fact for the past month I already killed  countless animals that I found. I remember when I was hiking with my cousins a couple motnhs ago, I caught a squirrel. So I put it in a used noodle cup as cage, then I burned a plastic cup on top of the squirrel so that when the plastic melted, the hot melted plastic will drips into the squirrel. Also I once put a firecracker into a frog mouth just to see it explode. I know that the stuff I did was wrong, but I never felt any regret doing it.