Infinity

"It never ends"

My first creepypasta



Entry #1

They won’t die. They just won’t. We were dropped here so long ago, I feel like I’m becoming one of them. Every time I hold the lucky button, it always comes up as something good. But that good doesn’t do anything. They just won’t die.

Am I going insane?

The others died hours ago, it was horrible. I couldn’t bear it. He crawled at me while I stared at his eyes. It looked like he was crying, crying while he was ripped slowly apart and seemingly devoured.

It’s quite insane, I boarded up enough areas so I have enough time to write this, for those of you who will read this, if anyone at all.

We were split up so quick, it feels like I’ve been here for years and years, surviving off only the hope that one day someone will come and I’ll wake up from this nightmare.

Oh no, the windows are breaking, I need to go.

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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">Entry #2

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">They don’t have mouths, they don’t have eyes, they don’t have anything anymore. When we first got here, this place looked like a goldmine.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">Shit, what is it now.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">At this point I’m just trying to go from wall to wall and get what I still can. I can’t believe it, but I stole off his body yesterday, yes, his body, I just couldn’t take it anymore.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">I’d taken from everyone else, but there was something so different about him, something that made me stop.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">I loved him.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">There, I said it. I loved him, and it’s like he’s been gone forever.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">Sometimes, I kiss his forehead when I walk by, is that weird?

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">I have his glasses, I have his everything, because he was my everything.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">Anyway, I took the last of his supplies and I felt like ripping my hands off while picking them up, but I had no choice.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">This fan only gets me so far, I still can’t find a way back up, I keep hearing this voice saying help is on the way, but I don’t even know at this point.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">I don’t know how long I’ll last, and some of these journals might end abruptly, but I need to go for now, before they come back.

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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">Entry #3

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">It’s happened, I lost it, and I can’t get it back. The one thing that made me even stand a chance, that made me even think that there might be a day that I’ll be lying in my own bed, that I’ll be hugged by him, that I’ll be free…

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">It’s not like I saw them, I just stood there, helpless and even though they’re gone now, I have nothing left, I wasted it all. It’s not even about luck at this point.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">I could get more theoretically, but there’s 4 of them waiting there for me, and I’m too scared. I’m dug in right now, and I have no idea how long I’m gonna last.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">Every second, from the softest screech to the simple brush of wind, I feel like the last bit of sanity I have left is being written away with these words.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">I’ve dragged only his body in here, and I look at it sometimes, I even talk to it sometimes

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">He’s so peaceful, he’s so beautiful, he’s so, just I can’t even say it at this point.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">I just want it to end.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">This started so long ago and I thought there’d always be an ending. But someone else is dictating everything and I have no control over it, please just make it stop.

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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">Entry #4

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">I’ve started to eat them, I have no choice anymore.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">The drinks will only get me so far, but I need food, I need to eat.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">I lifted my shirt yesterday and I could see my ribs.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">This isn’t that teenage girl nonsense of being proud of that, this is real…, but would it have made him happy to see me like that? Would he have touched me then?

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">He never looked at me like that, what happened? I thought I was special, I thought he fucking cared…

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">But I just loved and he just ignored.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">I’ve taken to new measures to ensure his love for me.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">I took my knife and carved my name into his chest.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">He’s decomposing in front of me right now, but he can’t avoid me anymore, he can’t go anywhere. Because he’s mine, all mine. I can’t help but smile in moments like these, it feels like something is going right for once.

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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">Entry #5

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">I think this is the end.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">The voice has told me, the voice is talking to others now, I thought it was a God.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">I’m crawling slowly, I’m just crawling, crawling to the love of my life, lying next to me.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">Crawling towards the horde, because they want me.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">3 bullets, 2 bullets, 1 bullet.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">They have me, and they’re turning me, they’re eating me, and I like it, I just want it to end, I just want to be free, I want to be with him, hell, I want to be with all of them, even that creepy one.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">It feels like I’ve been in his hellhole for an eternity.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">Hang on, I think I just heard the god speak, his voice is always covered in so much scary static I can’t tell, but this time it was clear.

<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:"Cambria","serif";mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin;mso-hansi-theme-font:major-latin">“Yeah Mom! I just went down! I’m coming! Holy shit I beat my record, they’re all gone, 130 rounds!”

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