User:Jinx182

I just love bedtime I can be alone to myself

Why can’t my whole life be like this

No one bothering me I can be myself

Instead of this nightmare I am living

Why can’t I just dream my own dream

live my own-life

But I have figured out that is impossible

I can’t live a life that I don’t own

I don’t own my life and I am tired

Tired of all the bullshit in “my” life

I just feel like I could sleep for eternity

in my own dream

Sleep feels so nice and peaceful

When I pull the covers over me i’m warm

I close my eyes and the darkness consumes

Everything around me and I live in it

I can think in the darkness of sleep

I just love it

So I take the bottle out and take off the lid

I count the pills there are thirty left

I hold them in my hand and look at them

If I take them I can sleep forever in my dream

If I don’t I continue to live in this nightmare

So I swallow them

My body gets this warm feeling inside

It feels just like the covers feel just a little pressure

I start to feel drowsy and so I close my eyes

The darkness I love so much surrounds me

I can finally sleep forever I feel at peace

Goodnight --Jinx182 (talk) 18:24, April 7, 2014 (UTC)