User talk:RaY Iz DeD

June 25, 2013

I feel so stupid for having this. My doctor says it'll help me cope with what's been going on. I think it's a total load of shit. Do I need to watch my language in these? Regardless, you can't try and keep me from how writing how I talk in a journal. Why am I arguing with paper? Anyways, I guess I should say why I'm forced to write in this. I'm in a mental helth faciclity. I stated, seeing things. Someone following me everywhere I went. I'd see it at school, walking home, even when I went out of town. I didn't know what to do, so I told my parents. Look where that got me. Stuck in this stupid hospital. Paranoid schizophrenic. 6 different pills a day. Slippes, grey scrubs, and grey sweat pants. Just in time for summer. I don't know how long these should be, but oh well.

June 27, 2013

No. No, no, no, no, no. This can't be happening. The medication is supposed to STOP this. I saw it today. Closer than it's ever been! It was outside my window. Barred windows I should add. I know I saw it. It was hiding behind a tree about 20 yards away from the building. Why would it be here? Why is it following me? I don't understand. Why can't I just live a normal life!? I don't know if I should tell someone. They might make me take more meds. I don't want this to happen. I can't let this happen. No no no no no no no no no no no no no no! NO! I don't want to be stuck in some mental asylum. I don't want to be the girl sitting in some padded room rocking and singing to herself.

RaY Iz DeD (talk) 04:51, April 24, 2015 (UTC)RaY Iz DeD