My Deepest Despair

~For James, The Hooded Informant.~
I didn’t feel. I couldn’t, not in this void.

We spent weeks on end laughing and joking

Then you left me.

I never felt that way to someone.

You and we were perfect together.

Then you left me.

It broke me, my very spirit.

I couldn’t believe that you were gone.

I died that night.

I wallowed in grief.

I spent weeks waiting for you

Waiting for a return.

You never came.

And I still wait. I wait and wait.

For you to come back.

You were my friend.

<p style="text-align:center">My partner in crime.

<p style="text-align:center">My finest comrade.

<p style="text-align:center">My brother.

<p style="text-align:center">My killer.

<p style="text-align:center">My life, and my soul.

<p style="text-align:center">All I want.

<p style="text-align:center">More than anything else.

<p style="text-align:center">Is to just.

<p style="text-align:center">See.

<p style="text-align:center">Your.

<p style="text-align:center">Smile.