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I had a dream earlier today while taking a nap...

I was married, and was honeymooning on a cruise. My husband, who was my 6th grade sweetheart, and I were in our room. I noticed that one of the attendants kept coming to check on us. (A woman with a skimpy sailor's suit) I grew suspicious, but left it alone. After all, we just got married, he loves ME. We were messing around, and he began to chase me. I ran outside onto our balcony, and stopped when I saw the ocean. (I'm TERRIFIED of underwater, and this was clear, so you could see everything.) "What's the matter, scared?" He picked me up bridal style, and we just looked at the clouds. (Super cheesy, I know.) the woman came back with a tray of drinks, and placed them on the nearby table. She came back over, and said "oops!" When she bumped into my husband, sending me over the railing. Luckily, I grasped the railing just before it was out of reach. The woman (she looked JUST like the girl that stole ,y 6th grade sweetheart from me.) clung to my husband, and kissed his cheek. "You're not good enough, anymore." My husband said as he pushed my hands off. I watched in horror as I fell to my death: barracudas (DEATHLY afraid of them as well) were waiting for me.

So, we are now both older, but this dream happens frequently. I'm constantly trying to make him happy, and do sweet things. I'm terrified I'm not going to be good enough. I've never had this problem, until this stupid nightmare turned my biggest fears against me: underwater, and barracudas.