Board Thread:Off Topic/@comment-24694044-20140321201817/@comment-25326117-20150528012538

FrenchTouch wrote: @Hellhound, that's actually pretty fun! And kinda fucked up though.

@Shining-Armor, that's used to happen to me 'all the time. Yep, another scar thing in my life right now is my attitude towards myself. I get frustrated easily and take that aggression out on myself through punching myself anywhere in the face. I also scream and talk to myself in a really frustrated voice.

I am on meds for it, but it happens when I am extremely irked. It got so bad once that I purposefully banged my head into the bare wood of my bed while possibly screaming curses at myself. My family thought I was faking it, and they constantly told me that I would damage my head. This was one of the reasons my mom didn't punish me, because she was scared of that torturous beatings, punches, choking and slaps I gave myself. I made up an imaginary person to get this anger off of myself. The slaps to the face that I gave myself were the painful.

My zister was upset that our mom and her ex didn't punúsh me like het.