User blog comment:Rainboh/Bored/@comment-10789912-20160821173020/@comment-10789912-20160822220144

A faltering sense of self-responsibility is a pretty big sign to BPD as well. Not saying that applies, but keep it in mind.

26, no job experience- that's a rough start on a job hunt. I hope you're actually putting out a grand sum of applications and not just waiting on a response for one or two. Government aid in finding a job would really help- so be hopeful come October.

A diagnosis will help you in many ways, and trust me, the process isn't typically as bad as it's made out to be.