User blog:HuntressNight22/Old Story Recovery???

Alright, so I'm aware of the fact that I tried to make my own Creepypasta story when I was younger. It got deleted a few times, and if it's possible (moreso, if I'm allowed), I would really like it if somehow I was able to get it back and reread ir? These past few years I've been working on my writing again and I would love to go over what I wrote back then and see just how cringey and horrible it was and then try my best to salvage whatever dignity I have left after reading it again, and hopefully make it better or be able to discard it and rewrite a new one with a more better plot and much better characters. Quite frankly, I don't even remember what it was about, only that I had named it "Silent Killer" and then renamed it "Silent River" when it was deleted. In the comments I have found in previous blog posts, some were saying that it must have been a JtK spinoff (which I have looked at all my previous blog posts and have now found out that back then my obsession with JtK was just plain-out unhealthy and cancer-worthy), so that must have been the case back then as to why it was deleted. But yeah, if there is anyway I could somehow get the story back and reread it, please let me know and I would gladly yet at the same time begrudgingly go over it to relive the cringe-fest of my former 13-year-old self. Thank you, and have a wonderful day.