Visceroys and Artisans

Have you ever gotten that feeling of being watched or followed? It’s not pleasant at all, and personally for me, it’s unbearable. Let me begin by saying that the reason I practically hate it is due to the fact that I felt like that during most of my childhood. All of the events that I will tell you actually happened so you probably will understand that for protection purposes (yourself, my family and mine) I will avoid providing any names or locations. Also, you should know English is not my primary language so sorry if you find any grammatical errors.

I was born in a small town surrounded by hills, factories and railroads; its weather was mostly dominated by rain, hail and snow and its streets were poorly adapted to handle such drastic climatic changes. Being a small town, the places that you could visit during your spare time were limited, so it wasn’t unusual that you saw half a town in the movies during the weekend or even buying groceries for the week. Extremely boring if you ask me.

Well, it was in this old, forgotten and non–pretty little town that my parents bought their first house. It was relatively large. Considering the continuous movement of trains and tractors and traffic chaos that was common every day, they were lucky enough to get a house away from all that in a relaxed and familiar colony. It was originally a one story house, which turned out to be perfect as there were only my parents and my two brothers, but after I was born space became an issue so they decided to expand it and build a second floor. This is basically how the house was distributed: In the first floor was the dining room, the kitchen, one bedroom I shared with my older sister, a full bathroom and a small hallway that led towards my older brother’s room. On the second floor was a TV room and at the end my parents’ bedroom with their respective bathroom.

There was a small balcony with metal railing at the foot of the stairs to go to the second floor; it was pretty cool as you had a panoramic view of the TV room and you didn’t need to go all the way downstairs to call someone, you could just do it from the balcony. It was poorly designed I must say as the ceiling was at such a high level that not even a 6’5” foot tall person could reach it. This abnormal height between the floor and ceiling caused that everything looked darker than normal at night. Now that I think about it, it was a very strange house.

I have good and bad memories during the 11 years I lived there; you could say we were a close but dysfunctional family. I got along well with my two older brothers, although it wasn’t unusual that we had differences from time to time as we were 5 years apart each. My parents however, used to fight horribly almost daily and unfortunately, my brothers and I were the main witnesses. These fights normally ended with my dad breaking something and leaving the house furious and my mom crying and cursing out loud in our presence. My mom used to get very irritable and suffered from severe episodes of depression, she vented her frustration on us and exploited at the smallest detail by hitting us or simply just saying things a child should not hear. After these episodes, she got full of remorse and promised us that it wouldn’t happen again; we loved our parents and understood that not everything could be perfect; but we knew it would happen again. It was a vicious circle full of tension.

You might be wondering, why do I tell you all of this? Well, I think it’s important. I’ve heard that a negative environment attracts negative things, but to be honest, I’m not sure if it applies in this case. Yes, my parents had trouble but I always felt that these issues were intensified by whatever thing it was in that house. It’s not easy for me to recall all of these bad memories, but I really need to get it off my chest. There is something that up until today I can’t get out of my head, and that is the terror I experienced whenever I was on the second floor and mostly, near those stairs.

I had a golden rule: To never get near those stairs when it got dark. Luckily for me, I woke up almost every night due to biological necessities but I couldn’t stand going to the bathroom on my own because outside my bedroom you could see the edge of the stairs and that freaked me out; I had to wake my older sister up who unwillingly joined me. I wasn’t inconsiderate, let me be clear. She used to do the same to me. Being together gave us a false feeling of protection.

I can’t fully explain what I felt whenever I was near those stairs, the TV room or my parents’ bedroom but it wasn’t pleasant. I felt watched, stalked, and unwelcome. I felt there was something there, something bad that wanted to harm me. I fell of those stairs more times that I can remember even though I tried to be extremely careful; I can’t find a rational explanation for those occurrences. I remember this one time, my sister and I prepared a puppet show in the balcony, it was my mom’s birthday and we wanted to surprise her, so we basically covered up the balcony and its metal railing with a thick blanket, we got two small plastic chairs and sat down while we extended our arms so you could only see the puppets from the other side. I was in the middle of the balcony, when suddenly I felt like my chair was pushed to the edge and before I could react I fell of the stairs, hurting my coccyx. My mother blamed my sister, but I knew she wasn’t guilty and when I tried to explain what had happened, my mom told me to stop trying to defend her by making stuff up. I wasn’t lying. Something had pushed me and it wasn’t my sister.

<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">I also had nightmares almost every night. The funny thing is that my nightmares consisted almost of the same, with slight variations. It always started with me waking up at night with an extreme thirst. When I headed to the kitchen for water, I stopped to watch a curious porcelain doll with dark hair and a white dress in the middle of the living room. When I got close to her, I noticed one of her arms move and an evil glint in her eyes; at that moment I realized that something was not right. Something was inside that doll and whatever it was, it wanted me. Terror filled me over, I knew it was coming, and if I wanted to live, I had to run and reach my bedroom. Only then I would be safe. That’s what I did. I ran desperately but I couldn’t run fast as my legs did not respond like they were supposed to. Some nights I reached my bedroom and I was safe, it couldn’t touch me, but most times, it reached me, dragging me and tearing me into pieces. Every night I woke up drenched in sweat and full of tears. It was horrible.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">I wasn’t the only one that felt something was wrong. My brother had lot of problems sleeping and he told us that night after night he could hear someone playing the piano on the second floor. Yes, you guesses are correct. We didn’t have a piano, and our house was far away from the rest, so we could not hear our neighbors and let’s be honest, that didn’t make any sense. My sister, could not stand being downstairs when it was dark either and even less in my parents’ bedroom, she claimed that she heard strange noises or had the light suddenly turned off by itself. My mom (who was a religious in almost an extreme level) decided that the best thing to do was to take a priest so he could bless the house, and so he did. But that didn’t stop it.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">As time passed, my parents fought more constantly, and my nightmares grew worse. I remember vividly one dream in which my father was lost. We were desperately looking for him all over the house, when I thought I had lost the battle, I found a hidden long corridor in the closet of my parents’ bedroom, and once followed, I would run into a dusty trunk. Opening it, I found a smaller box, and inside, was my father, cut into pieces… within me I knew someone in that house had killed him and it would come for us next. I remember I woke up crying and shaking and went directly to check on my dad, but he wasn’t home. I went outside, and I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. His car was completely smashed. He had an accident when trying to leave the house and he was in the hospital. Fortunately, there were no complications and he was back with us the next day.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">Anyway, I think I’m losing track here. My point is: there was definitely something in that house, something I can’t explain, something evil and it was clear that didn’t want us there. There were so many things that happened in that house, many of them scared the hell out of me, but among all of them, there was one particular event that marked me completely.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">I was around 10 years old; I woke up as usual late at night, this time due to an extreme thirst. I wanted a glass of water but I didn’t want to go alone to the kitchen so, as always, I turned to my sister to go along with me. This time though, it was different. No matter how many times I tried, she did not wake up, she just ignored me. I was scared but I couldn’t stand the thirst, besides, my throat was raspy. I decided to go the kitchen alone and made up my mind about not to look to the balcony/stairs section when I got back to my room. Believe me, I don’t think I’ve ever wanted to drink water that much; I took the biggest cup I could find, filled it to the top and drank it all almost in a single gulp. I then headed back to my room but once I reached the hallway I stood still as an eerie feeling overtook me. I could clearly feel someone watching me from behind, I remained still for a few more seconds before I turned around slowly to meet the balcony. Everything was dark so I couldn’t see very well but I had the impression that someone was standing at the foot of the stairs, I was paralyzed, and I had to be hallucinating but how could I? I was definitely wide awake, I had to make sure… with all my willpower, I moved a little closer to the stairs.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">It was not my imagination. Somebody was standing there. I froze, I could not move. I started having problems breathing.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">It was a woman. Her skin was pale, grayish, she had long dark hair and had a long white dress like the doll of my nightmares. She was staring right at me; her eyes were white in their entirety, she was sort of grinning, I could not believe or did not want to believe what I was seeing. That moment for me, seemed eternal… before I could find out what to do, she contorted in a fast and horrible way, her right arm went disjointed and I heard her bones creak, as soon as this happened I ran as fast as I could back to my bedroom, I slammed the door and took my hand to my chest as I felt like my heart was about to exploit. I started crying hysterically, made sure the door was closed and got into my bed. I couldn’t sleep. I spent the rest of the night looking at the door, fearing it would burst open, and thinking she was coming for me. But nothing happened.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">I couldn’t tell my mom. I knew what she would say, that I was making it up. I couldn’t tell my sister, I didn’t want to scare her. I didn’t tell anyone and kept it all to myself. I did not understand. I tried to deny myself that ever happened.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">Months later, one of my cousins came for vacation. He spent the night on the couch down in the TV room. The next day when we all woke up, we found him in the kitchen wondering. His face was pale; he had dark circles under his eyes. It was obvious he did not sleep at all. When we ask him what had happen I felt like I was going to pass out.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">“There was a woman standing on the stairs” he said.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">He described the same woman I saw months before in full detail. I knew then I wasn’t losing my mind.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">We moved from that house a year later. The house is abandoned and I haven’t been there in 14 years and believe me, I don’t intend on going back.

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">Up until today I still ask myself: Who was that woman? What did she want? Why was she tormenting us?

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">I don’t think I’ll ever have the answer and I don’t really want to know.

by Raventth

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