Board Thread:Off Topic/@comment-24526472-20140422223936/@comment-25326117-20150723080854

Prisefighter wrote: i think im afraid of not being accepted. even though I know my family and freinds care about me I just feel like I have to give them gifts or do things for them just to be accepted im also afraid of being forgotten by someone I think that's why I act so weird Do you have those thoughts that might use you for getting them stuff and secretly turn against you for whatever reason.

I always got this impression from my family. My family would comeback with what they had to sacrifice to keep a roof over my head and how they didn't to pay me back.

I fear being homeless and I fear motherhood, because I don't want to tell my kid that I had to sleep with my boss to keep my job and being paranoid of everyone, including your own kid.