Board Thread:Writer's Workshop/@comment-9584883-20140925130715

What you are about to read is real... I exist, I am real and I am a Monster. So, why would I choose to risk being caught by posting about my life and passions here? I realize that I will be caught one day. My life will end badly, it's just a matter of time. I have just under 3 hours until my date comes over for dinner... mmmmm, a lovely plump woman. Jjust how I like them. So, I'll post what I can in the time i have before preparing for dinner.

I will not disclose any personal information about myself... just that I live in some city, somewhere in the world. I am young, handsome, charismatic, successful. I have no doubt that when I'm caught, this entry will go into some archive you can find on the web as the famous confession from that famous serial killer... ;-)    Others like me, and like you will read this and either be disgusted or inspired to do great things... Things to make the Gods notice you.

I'm what you would call a natural flirt. I cannot explain it! All my life, I've always been approached by women. Even in Jr. High, I'd be approached by grown women when I was out and about. Regardless of whom I was with. I can read a Woman like a book! All I do is say "Good Evening." or something like that depending on what time of day it is, look right into their eyes and smile. 90% of the time, the response I get is:

She locks eyes with me

She smiles

She responds with a hello or something

Then, the universal signal of I'm available and I want you..... she brushes her hair behind her ear delicately to expose her neck and ear. This is the Green light.

Ladies, a word of advice...from a serial killer. Be careful when you come across the man who's a natural flirt that just has something about him that takes hold of you when your eyes lock for the first time. He may not be Brad Pitt however there is something about him that captivates you when he says "Good Evening." in a charming way that seems to pull you into a trance. Be careful, he could be like me .....or he may be ME. Don't worry about the creepy guy staring at you from a distance... he doesn't have the gall to approach you. He'll just wish he could take the initiative, go home jerk off to the thought of you and continue to be a looser. It's the charming, confident, captivating man that you just had a dirty thought about that should make you think twice. You've all met someone like him. Perhaps it was me....but you know, I'm not the only one out there. ;-)

The taking of life is not difficult. At least, not the act itself... it's the crossing of the threshold of do I or don't I, Good/Evil, because once you cross that line, you cannot go back, even if you wanted to. Do I want to? Sometimes...I realize now that I cannot get married, have children, be a good husband and father. I wanted those things once. Now, they're just a long-lost dream. Sometimes, while I'm driving, I look up at the clouds.... it's there that I allow myself to daydream about the what-ifs. About my would be Wife, Happy in love... My children, whom I could teach about life and goto baseball games, school feild trips... the whole white picket fence dream. But you know, I also worry. What if my Wife found out about my wicked ways? Would my children follow in my footsteps? Then, I look ahead and snap back into reality. I am what I am and thats all that I am.

It's the mustering up the courage to step over that line.... but when you do, it feels like... well, the only way I can describe it is similar to how Neo must have felt in the Matrix when he realized the truth. Like he could do anything.... Free. I fear nobody on this earth. I remember my first like it was yesterday. It will be forever seared into my lizard brain.

Late one Thursday night, I headed to the local grocery store to get a few last minute things, minor but necessary. As I went to checkout, I noticed the 12 items or less isle was full of annoyed people who just wanted to get home and rest. So I looked around, it being about 20 minutes until closing time. I noticed register 6 was open, kind of away from everyone else.

I thought it kind of funny that nobody else noticed it was open. I made my way over to isle 6 where I saw a very attractive young Hispanic woman... she looked about 24. (later I would confirm that she was 22 when I checked he Drivers License). She was plump, had flawless skin (which I later removed from her body), with very long black wavy hair. She was the kind of Woman that would make you stand up a little straighter when she walked in a room.

Upon approaching her, I said, "Good Evening."

looked right into her big brown eyes and smiled. She instantly locked eyes with me, smiled, said, "Hi!" then gave the green light... She brushed the hair of her right side behind her ear exposing her soft flesh.

"Glad this day is almost over..." I said casually as I looked into her eyes once more for a few seconds.

"So am I!" she replied with a smile and a nod.

"Hang in there... just a little longer to go, then, you can go home, kick back, relax and not have to think of this place anymore tonight." I said quietly to her.

Leaning in, she said, "That’s the plan!" and smiled. Her voice was very feminine and soft. Something so sexual about it.

"How about you? any big plans tonight?" she asked as she rang up the last of my groceries. I looked around and to my left and saw nobody standing there.

I leaned in closer and said, "Actually, your plan sounds pretty good to me.  I think I'll do that... just kick back and relax....yeah."

After I paid, she began bagging up my groceries.

"I got that.... thanks." I said taking over her job.

"Thank you!" she said surprised.

I decided to go in for it and ask..."Listen, I usually don't do this.. but would you like to hang out or come to dinner with me sometime?"

Instantly, I saw the surprise and joy on her face.

"Sure!  Actually, I was just going to watch a movie at home when I leave here.  Would you like you join me?" she asked casually... she sounded very buddy-like, non-chelant.

I replied, "That sounds like fun.  here, let me give you my number, call me in a little bit if you want." as I fished for the purple pen I carried in my pocket for self-defense.

I wrote my name and cell # on my receipt and gave it to her.

"By the way, my name is ............." I offered my hand to shake.

"I'm Maria.  Nice to meet you ........." as she shook my hand softly. (Let's just call her Maria)

"Thanks Maria... I'll see you later maybe." and smiled as I picked up the 2 plastic grocery bags and walked away in time to see a wretched older woman roll up with a full basket... the kind you see in the trailer parks smoking, raspy voice, house shoes.

Maria was my first kill (The first of many). That night, after watching Better off Dead with John Cusack on DVD, we struck up a conversation. Eventually it led to us talking about sex... What kinds of things we've done, wanted to do, what was our "Thing". After about and hour or so of this... talking to the point where we just wanted to explode. We had sex... Every majoy sex act, we did! We had a lot of fun that night  Sure, one day someone may find her, what's left of her.

By then, we'll all be gone and they'll find her body, all of her major limbs snapped in two. She tasted so good! I just had to take a part of her with me and keep it forever. You know... what they say in movies is true.... once you have a taste of human flesh, you begin to crave it and nothing else taste so devine! The funny thing though is, I probably could've continued to see her…. She probably could have been “The One” we all seek…  we were that compatible. In fact, it's the case with all of them, They could be the "One".

I don't wait in the shadows to abduct women.... I'm that charming, handsome guy who approches you confidently, flirting with their eyes and tone of voice that can only be rivaled by a vampire. Well, if you'll now excuse me.... I have to get ready for my dinner date. 