Board Thread:Off Topic/@comment-24526472-20140422223936/@comment-25326117-20150703222134

Diexilius wrote: I'd say (in this order): -eternal oblivion-your conscience dies with your body and you simply cease to ever exist;

-die young and be forgotten-let's face it, unless you're famous, who's going to remember you after the third-fourth generation?

-heights-acrophobia

-being a disappointment for my family-who doesn't fear that?

-being sick-makes me feel weak and helpless Being remembered isn't what it is all that's cracked up to be, though. I am going through my own personal Hell right now. I think all that stress is giving me nightmares, night terrors, and sleep paralysis. Maybe, I am going nuts.

I hate not being believed and I really hate the sleep paralysis I seem to be suffering from.

I guess, I am between being scared and furious with my situation.