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"I Love You"

October 4th, 2013

I saw you walking today. You were unlike anyone I had ever seen. My breath was gone when I saw your eyes. "You're amazing." I whispered to myself. I just had to talk to you. But when I did speak to you, you didn't hear me. Maybe you're just busy. I decided someone like you would not be forgotten, so I started this diary. It's my way of keeping you with me always.

October 7th, 2013

You love books. I've noticed this. Though, it seems kind of creepy how I know Okay I'll admit that I follow you. You never seem to notice. Or if you do, you don't mind. Does that mean you're okay with me? I really hope so. I think you're going in to work so I'll let you be for now.

October 12, 2013I've missed you. Did you miss me? I'm sorry I wasn't around lately. I got preoccupied with people asking me if I was okay. They saw me follow you a while ago and tried to convince me it was wrong. But I'm not harming you, you haven't told me to stop. So what's wrong with it? You wore that new outfit you bought on the 4th. I remember that. I remember everything whenever I see you.

October 14th, 2013

Who was that with you today? You seemed to enjoy their company. you gave that smile of yours that is jus so heart stoppingly perfect. I almost forgot about the other person when I saw it. Who is that? I tried my best to ask you but I got no answer. I guess you were just focused on your conversation. After all, it'd be rude to stop one conversation just to answer a silly question. Right?

October 15, 2013

You were with them again. Now I'm not the jealous type, I just wish you'd give me a little attention once in a while. What do I have to do for you to notice me? Do I need to run around screaming your name?!

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I'm sorry for my last entry. It was written out of agitation. I just want you to notice me....

October 18th, 2013

Okay now I'm convinced that you're ignoring me. You're choosing your friend over me. I've seen you do it for the last three days. Am I not enough for you? I should be all that you need. Every time I was around, you'd talk about feeling safe and loved. I want you to feel that way, it's just, why are you ignoring me? Why!? Have I done something wrong?! Please, tell me!

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I am sincerely apologetic for my words. I'm dying for attention and my jealousy is getting the better of me. I'm so sorry...Can you, can you forgive me?

October 20th, 2013

I'm sorry for just taking off like that. It was rude of me. I just needed some time to myself. So, I finally gathered up my courage to tell you how I feel and I followed you home. You left the door open after you walked in so I assumed you were inviting me in. Thank you so much! Your apartment is more amazing than I thought. But than again, you're amazing so it only makes sense that where you live will be a reflection of you

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Who's this with you in the picture on your wall? You look so happy, so....loving. It's like you have no worries in the photo. Regardless, you still have the same breath takingly amazing smile that I've come to love. I'm glad you've let me come in. Thank you so much.

October 22nd, 2013

You brought them home today. I thought you just wanted me with you. Well, friends are cool to have over. I'm still grateful that you let me live with you. You still don't seem to mind when I follow you around. You have an amazing scent. It reminds me of hickory and chocolate. Is that weird to say? Wait, what are you doing? Why are you kissing your friend? It's just a joke right? Haha, joke's on me. Well played...

October 24th, 2013

Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on you. You didn't think I saw did you? You two were all over each other on the couch. It...it pissed me off. You're mine! I've told you this! Why are you ignoring it and breaking my heart?! I, I love you!

October 25, 2013

This has gone on long enough. You know you're mine only, yet you keep playing with this other person. Right in front of me! I've left you letter and flowers, why did you just throw them out?! I stood in front of you and told you how I feel about you and how what you're doing hurts me. You just seemed to stare straight through me...I don't know how much longer I can put up with this behavior of yours...Please, for us, stop...

October 27th, 2013

I've given you a few days to tell this other person to leave our lives. You seemed to just ignore me and laugh in my face about it. So I took the matter into my own hands. Did you get your present? I hope you like it. I worked hard on it

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Why did you stare at the small box on your desk like it was strange. Have you never gotten presents before? Oh oh! Yeah, open it! Please! Wait, why are you screaming? Don't you like it? It's a pet made of bones. Don't you like it? What, what are you doing? Why are you throwing it away?! You...didn't like it? I-I'm sorry...

October 28th, 2013

Okay, that's it. I'm fed up with this. You've thrown away my gifts and letters like they were nothing. Am my emotions just some piece of trash that you can just throw away and never think about again?! Why are you toying with me like this! Don't you know what this kind of emotional game does to a person?! Tonight. tonight I'm going to make sure you're mine and no one else can have you

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You woke up when I came near you. Still so shy, I hid myself. I'm waiting until you're asleep again

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I tried to do it and now, well, the strangest thing. The minute I touched you, I fell inside you. I have no idea what's going on. I'm a little scared myself. You don't seem to mind though. You're still asleep

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It's morning and you still wake up so...cutely. Why are you trying to convince yourself that everything I've done has just been a bad dream? Don't you ever see me? Hear me? Am I just...invisible to you...? Your reflection is amazing, by the way.

October 29th, 2013

Well, I somehow managed to get out of you. Wait, that sounds perverted. I am back in my own mind, I guess I could say? It's weird to explain. You came home and went straight to bed today. Work must have been hard for you. I wish I knew what your job was. Maybe I could help you. I really just want to caress you and hold you. Maybe that would help. But for some reason, I can't touch you.

October 30th, 2013

I'm confused. Do you think the place is haunted? Anytime I do something for you, you call it strange and bizarre. Has no one treated you like this before? What a shame. I should do more for you. You deserve it

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Another one. You brought another one home. Are you drunk? You don't seem like yourself. Wait, where are you two going? No. No. I know you're not going in our room. What the hell!?! ....Ow, ok punching walls is not a smart move. But at least it got you two to stop what you were doing. But then you looked scared. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you. I'm just....heartbroken. You're mine yet you keep fooling around. You don't know how it hurts me

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You've let them sleep over. Why, I don't want to know. I'll just get more upset. But you're watching a show about demons and angels. Why? Do you think the place is haunted? That's weird. I don't think it is. But if you think so, I'll call someone to check it out.

October 31st, 2013

I didn't know that the friend you let sleep over was an exorcist. I regret calling. Well, either way, it seems we're haunted. But by what? It's early morning when the exorcist arrived. It's going on 3 pm now and you two went out somewhere. When will you be back?

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Why? Fucking why? You came back, hanging all over them! It's, it's sickening! My stomach can't handle it! And my heart is shattered! I've had enough. It's time you KNOW who you belong to!

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Blood is such a pretty color, isn't it? You didn't seem to enjoy it though. You're sitting in the corner, curled up and mumbling something I can't hear. I warned you. I warned you didn't I? didn't I?! But you didn't listen! You just didn't listen! See what you've done! I see now there's only one way to keep you to myself

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You have a soothing voice and an eerie scream. It was...melodic. Now only I can see you. Now only I can touch you. You looks so peaceful laying there on the bed. Your beautiful hair is died red and your eyes are closed. So peaceful

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I went to wash myself in the bathroom. But I couldn't. It all makes sense now. I have no reflection. I'm, I'm not alive. But if I'm not alive, what am I? As I walk back over to you, there's only one phrase on my lips.

"I love you." 