User blog comment:Dodge Russler/Concerned/@comment-27905100-20161219053527

In the last couple years I lost my grandfather, and my father didn't take it well, and in that same year my cousin was hospitalized for a growth on his neck (he's fine now), so if you need to talk about anything, please leave a message on my talk, I can empathise.

The paranoia aspect, though, I have only experienced a couple times in my time on the site. I am going through a bit of a spell when it comes to that, as I read something that kind of just got me paranoid. Anyway, it should pass in a couple days, once your mind shifts to something else. If you really want to read pastas, I would recommend Levi's Cross-Section of a Living Man, Empy's We R Leejun, and others that don't present themselves as fact, but rather as fiction, as they seem to help with paranoia. Anyway, that's just me.

I hope your family crisis gets better soon, and good luck with your paranoia.