User blog comment:Maulle/I Never Deserved This.../@comment-28938497-20141027165516

Step one) Buy classic novels from thrift shops, secondhand book shops, charity shops, anywhere where they're cheap.

Step two) Read them.

Also, there are hotlines you can call where you can both get help, and VENT!

I haven't been quite as far down as you, but I've been down.

If you're feeling really brave, talk to your parents about this. This is the best thing you can do, but also the hardest.