User blog:Laughalota/the darkness I live in

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as i sit in my room trying to wonder why wont there live me a lone i have to live with them every day off my life being in fear being scared to even sleep in my room the things there tell me to do the things there make me do to myself it terrifies me, i sit here with blood in my nails as there voices roars though my ear as the events go though my mind one by one as there sit there laughing at what there made me do. Blood dips down the side of my leg as i look at my master peace and my heart beating faster then before i ask them way did you make me do this i never wanted this life there never reply but just sit there with a smile i fear that i wish i never saw, i see him as he moves closer to my bed but he just sits there and glares in the most psychotic smile, the voices one by one torment me telling me who there want my next victim to be but i don't listen in fear that it will be a loved one i block them out which only makes them angry i look down to see the scratches there had left me tears run down my face as i hear my mom knock at my door telling me my dinner was ready and i tell her i'll be down in a minute, i open my door and walk down the stairs and mom handing me a glass and my medication