Board Thread:Chat Discussion/@comment-24009794-20140601135748/@comment-24304936-20140602235052

I feel like I have some explaining to do (and I do). This thread was made about me. I acted completely inappropriate in chat the other night. To be honest, I don't even remember what I said (yes, I was that intoxicated; more on that in a bit), but I do know that an admin that acts this way is completely unacceptable around here. Completely.

And now, the "Who Cares About your Personal Life?" part...

My wife and I separated recently, and I was looking for an outlet. Drinking has been said outlet as of late, and as some of you have seen, I act quite the douche when I do drink. I've even been banned from chat (check my logs) because of this. Things had been building up between her and I over the years, and recently it came to a head with me moving out, getting my own place etc in the past month or two. This does not excuse my actions on here, but I wanted you all to know that this is what spearheaded it. I was a drunken douchebag on a community I love, and I hate that I was like this.

This will never happen again. Ever.

Anyway, I feel at the least that a chat ban of a few weeks should be put in place for me at the minimum. More severe would be an additional block from editing added to the ban. Hell, even a demotion thread for me would make sense since we admins should set a good example for other users. I would accept that with humility.

Anyway, sorry for the long response. I just wanted to let everyone know that my intentions for the site have always been good, and I am sorry for my human flaws.