Talk:No Bed/@comment-24503843-20140326040506

I don't think I can help you but I can tell u a story. when I was a kid I used to have nightmares, only nightmares I didn't dream of anything besides reanimation. it was always the same concept id be some where in my house and stuff would just "come alive" for example anything within view was a threat walls would scream at me, lamps would jump off the tables to break themselves, chairs would chase me but the worst was toys which didn't make any sense they never did anything mean or dark they just walked around like nothing was happening but no matter what they were doing they would always watch me. this went on from the beginning of my memory to about 11. why did it stop at 11 I don't know but I have no memory of my childhood up too 11,I still have little fragments but the thing that I can still remember is the nightmares. I talked to a therapist and he said that I should think of my mind as a computer. the computer had to much stress put on it so it crashed fortunately it took away my ability to dream it was good and bad my memory was gone but I didn't have anymore problems with the nightmares. now a side effect of this student loss was I was very confused with the world and how it was run. I began to speak out against society and its ways and for that I was punished. they burned it into me trying to change how I thought and it worked it really did I realized you don't need words to strike a match or wield a knife all u need is the belief behind what you do.