User:Wyatt.kuehlspare

Have you ever experienced the greatest level of fear, like to the point where you can't even move? I expericne that every morning... All because of my so called "dreams". I mean it just feels so real, like I could actually feel it...     Everynight I try not to sleep much. Sometimes I get unlucky and pass out. That's when IT appears. IT makes me remember my worst memories. The worst is when my wife and I where driving to my mom's house to drop off my six year old son. And then.... A car swerved and smashed into the side of our car... Killing my wife and my son. He, or it makes me remember that at least twice a week. Every second of it. Then I would "wake up" and start screaming. But I don't really wake up. I just wake up in another nightmare. What really happens is I wake up in another nightmare. And look around to see IT standing over my bed. Whispering things. Telling me it was all my fault. This has been happining for a few months. Probably seven or eight. I have seen several therapists and doctors. They just diagnose me with stupid mental probablems and give me medication. I know I'm not mentally ill in anyway. Today it happened! It fucking happened! I saw IT! I SAW IT!!! I got up at around five and got dressesed. I walked out to my car, it was still dark out and I was heading to work, but I had to stop for gas. I drive to the gas station which is out far away because I live in the country. So it took a while to get there. Once I got there. I pumpes my gas and got my wallet and went to pay. All the lights were off and the front door was smashed. I stepped on broken glass and tripped on a knocked over chair. I fell and my hands got cut up from the glass. It hurt but I got up then....... That's when I saw IT. sitting on the counter. Its dead black eyes staring at me. IT smiled. Its sharp serrated teeth showing and its long tounge was hanging out of its mouth. And it just sat there. Staring. It got up. It was extremely bony and skinny. Like a starved animal. It started to walk over to me. I was too scared to move. Then IT said "all your fault!" "Go away! Get the fuck away!" I yelled. I began screaming at myself to wake up. I started slamming things around and bashing my head against the walls and yelling. It never got this close to me before. It was right next to me. It was tall. Probably around 8 feet tall. It got right up to me and grabbed my hand.... I froze. I could feel it. I could feel its ice cold skin touch mine. Everything froze around me. My ears began to ring. I COULD FEEL ITS SKIN. IT WAS REAL! "Wake up!" I screamed. "FUCKING WAKE UP! PLEASE! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!" I began to cry. It let go and I collapsed. I couldn't move. Everything became blury. It crouched down next to me and said "You will never wake up again." Then it grabbed my neck and threw me against the wall and started choking me. Everything became blury again, and dark. Then silent. And I saw nothing but darkness.