Board Thread:Off Topic/@comment-26600200-20150713182733/@comment-25326117-20150714085653

Whitix wrote: Look, I'm a random person on the internet; I don't know you, and you don't know me. That said, your family's lives would not be better if you offed yourself. That's not healthy thinking, man. I'm not naive enough to tell you not to think about that, but if you can't shake the thoughts, I strongly, strongly urge you to seek help. Find a friend, a counselor, someone willing to listen, and talk to them. There's never a reason to consider offing yourself, nor is there ever a reason to attempt it.

I realize that I am literally no one to you. I don't know if these thoughts are serious or occur regularly, but don't put up with them. Please, don't put up with those shitty thoughts because there's no reason to. I hope this means something. Thanks for your concern. I have these thoughts along with some other tasteless thoughts. I am on medication and I have told people about this. I just wish I didn't have them, even with all the people I have told and the meds I am on, these thoughts still linger. They are pretty much when I was younger.

I remember asking my own mom, "What would it be like if I was never born." I think she ignored it and took me to counselors, these thoughts and this depression are always with me.

I am sorry to have upset you.