Talk:Innocent Souls/@comment-26394749-20180725180913

Ugh...I have a severe needle-phobia, so as soon as needles were mentioned I got creeped the hell out. I read it all and I can't even imagine...it just makes me sick. It makes me think of right before I had my surgery (to remove a damaged ovary) when they couldn't find a vein for the IV. They stuck needle after needle in me. Over and over, trying to hit a vein. It hurt so much. I screamed like a child. I was 26. My mother had to leave the room. She couldn't stand hearing my screaming and watching the pain they were causing me. Eventually, they got a REAL doctor in the room who managed to find a vein. After that, bliss. Seriously, best damn 5 minutes of my life once they started pumping me with whatever amazing happy drug was in that needle. It was so amazing it was worth the pain. Seriously, if they made that shit over the counter...I'd be a broke addict. I'm sure it was dilaudid or something. I've taken dilaudid pills and they had a similar effect, but NOTHING has ever topped that amazing 'high' I got from the needle before my surgery.