User blog comment:Chronobunny/Suicide Attempt/@comment-25428589-20150325071307/@comment-26114676-20150325161024

I honestly don't know. I stayed with her the entire time but I couldn't help her. When I first checked on the dogs, they kept running back and forth between me and the pool room entrance, barking and scratching on the door. I'm terrified of the pool room because there's no light whatsoever, but I should have gone farther in than I did when I checked. The time that it took for me to get my mother and do a search with a flashlight, she could have gotten help so much earlier than she did. It bothers me so much that because of my own fears, she could have died.