Board Thread:Off Topic/@comment-24694044-20140321201817/@comment-26183363-20150610105636

Hellhound iscariot666 wrote: InsaneKetta wrote: JohnathanNash wrote: I used to have night terrors. I don't know how many of you have had them they suck. I would be awake and walking around the house but I couldn't breath. The walls would feel like they were closing in on me. I would get freaked out and become so lightheaded that I would have to sit down. Some times I would also get the feeling that someone was watching me, even though most of the house was asleep. I think it started the night I was diagnosed with asthma. The same feeling, only I thought I was going to die. I was rushed to the hospital and from then on I had to always carry an inhaler with me. Thankfully I've grown out of both asthma and night terrors. But if I had another one I think it would still be just as freaky. Perhaps the worst time was when I was at a friends house. I didn't know the house that well and couldn't remember where my inhaler was. It took me what felt like an eternity to find the thing. At which point I was sure that something was going to get me. That sounds very freaky. Have you ever told your parents about this? Hopefully, your parents don't label as a liar or a freak, Jonatha.

InsaneKetta, there are some things that some people can't their parents.

A few hours ago, somebody called my number and asked for my mom. I am wondering how that guy got my number. My mom is somebody you don't want to mess with. She was always siding with her boyfriend, he grabbed my mom by the neck and demanded of her of what she saw.

I hated that he drove her away from his house and made her and my sister homeless. He did the same to me earlier. I am glad I am out, but I am scared and angry that he did this to my family and me.

I really hated sleeping outside, because I threatened to run away or move out. I am paranoid about that guy getting my number. I hate being not able to trust myself. I hate being seen as the person that let a dog get hurt, because his owner left him in a room full of tools, which he got hurt with.

I hate having water thrown on me. Sure, I did some things, but I just want to not associate with that guy, my sister or my mom.

This will probably get back to her and I will have nightmares of where I see myself as an idiot and a monster.

Mom, I am sorry! What did I do?