User:Lexipha

Would it be weird if i told you... I used to be self proclaimed under the devils spell? .. The names Lex, im from new zealand. im 24 years old and i am multi cultured. My up bringing was excruciating, painful and haunting..An unbearable road i without a choice had to travel.

However i wont bore you much longer, im just going to get straight to it.

Due to being, bullied, teased, beaten up, neglected and witnessing explicit scenes enough to hurt your eyes, i started to feel evil. Like i been pushed so far i fell into the abyss.

Voices in my head consistantly persuading me to kill everybody i knew that did me wrong, almost like lucifer demanding i make a sacrifice in exchange for a "better" life if you will. Everytime i slept it felt like my soul was being tampered with like something was trying to crush it if i did not do as i was told.

So one day, the last straw was drawn and i was below my lowest. It seemed clear to me (the devils purposal) and i was as ready as kurt kobain, careless of the out come or repercussions. i ..........

To be continued :)