Board Thread:Chat Discussion/@comment-24841732-20140602221930/@comment-24958939-20140603155139

okay well then i guess you all see fit to lay into me on this as so is the fun passtime to do when someone is up for the chopping block and i cannot say i did not see myself not getting one of these i just expected it to come sooner if it would've, okay you want me to  counter your little arguments as to why you want me demoted and me just reply with what amounts to a giant battle of "nuh-uh" "uh-huh" 's? okay well

graydon: i know for a fact that you all caps raged at me when you were all shouting at me yesterday about it as i kept calm and replied, not only that i said myself i wasn't lying. i was telling the truth. i did stop eventually. but i didn't stop the first time i was told because, admittedly. i was upset by devins wording and reacted with resentment which yeah wasn't exactly professional but i've seen other moderators do much more childish things and have no comeuppance for it.

everyone quoting the "Evidence": okay. let me put this into a little perspective for you. you're a moderator, okay? and you're expected to be there at all times and fix every single problem. and imagine, that you believe this yourself and push yourself to accomodate the needs of the users and do everything you can all the time to make things as good as possible for the users. now imagine that you never ever ever ever ever get appreciated for this effort. imagine that whenever you do your job in a flatout. non-personal way. you get yelled at by users, called an "asshole" and "overly-sensitive" due to matters you have no control over. and imagine this happens every single day and you've been at this for 3 months. you don't throw outbursts a lot and you don't insult people a lot. imagine you've bottled all this in and, have your own personal problems involving family, finances, etc, and you are constantly in a point of stress and you bottle this in every day. you would be unstable and consistantly pissed about things as much as i am but i imagined you'd be able to deal with it better, and i do try to deal with it as best i can. i had an outburst two days ago, and yesterday was the result of being a smartass. it was unprofessional yes but am i sorry for it? no. because the way i see it i did nothing to deserve a demotion or anything of the sort. a lecture? yes. having my currently only real purpose as far as something to do (i have this position because i have a want to help people and i find that i can satisfy that want by helping to get rid of spammers and rule breakers and the like) in life? no.

chaoz: if you will remember correctly, my problem with the quirks being outlawed was due to their placement on the rules page, seeing as just using the quirks is not directly roleplaying.

streve: your absences when i do step in (which is frequently as evident by asking anyone.) are not my fault, i am very active and i step in all the time, i have also rarely ever seen you step in on issues myself. but, this about me. not you so i won't harp on that.

all in all think what you want but i'm not gonna sit here  and let my lot in life be taken away from me without defending myself.