User blog:WaveDivisionMultiplexer/something Synthetic

So I realized that while I'm still gloating over the being knighted 'Red, molten plastic', nobody really knows what Red molten plastic really is. So I'll let this blog (and a few more to come) explain it to you.



Dollhouse



I'm sorry I made you and brought you up in a broken dollhouse



I'm sorry I wasn't always nice to you



For if there's something worse than broken, It's half broken



Held together by the fibres of love, the little that's left



Until it becomes something of a torture



Alive and dead at the same time



<p class="MsoNormal">I'm sorry I never cared much for you

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">At the critical age when I'm overburdened with work

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">Except for when it's the wrong moment

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">Or too late, so I'm sorry you craved love

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">I'm sorry for pushing the door from the outside

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">And you resisted it with all your might

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">I'm sorry I let you bottle up your thoughts

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">I'm sorry i never read or liked a poem you wrote

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">Except your forst one, which according to you

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">Was the worst one

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">I'm sorry you stopped trying

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">And hid them in the end, away from me

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">Afraid of the moment when I'd realize who you really were

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">I'm sorry I asked for them ten years after

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">And you had to make me one, all optimistic and smiles

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">And rainbows and clouds, hiding the darkness

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">I'm sorry you gave up

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">And I pushed the door open, only to see

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">The dust that had built up inside

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">I'm sorry I panicked

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">And threw you into another room

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">White, pink and blue walls with yellow decorations

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">Hoping you'd adapt to a new habitat

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">I'm sorry I never realized when you grew up

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">Made you wear a mask always

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">And fed joy upon you when it was too late

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">And made you crush yourself into a little black ball

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">Deep within you

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">I'm sorry you looked up at the smiley

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">Its bloodthirsty eyes

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">And felt it feeding on the real you

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">Destroying you

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">I'm sorry I brainwashed you

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">Until you felt like destroying yourself

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">As you chipped off on the plastic with my file

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">And ran away under the bed

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">With an unnatural smile you cut for yourself

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">Red, molten plastic running down your chin as you lie

<p class="MsoNormal">

<p class="MsoNormal">And rats gnawing at your feet.