User blog:TheOrginalGamerGirlT T/Whats the point of my life

Hi, my name is Alice. I'm almost 17 years old, but i wasn't gonna tell you about that. I was gonna tell you about my story, that still goes on.

It al stared 2 years ago. I was home alone, just like always. My has work to do, same as my dad. I don't have a brother or sister, so that means i have no one to talk with.. And  i don't have friends neither. But the reason that i don't have friends is.. That something or someone is telling me  to not make friends. I still don't know what it is, but what i know is that it is a evil thing. It give's me every night nightmare's, about that i killed my parents, with a kitchen nife. I would never do that! But those dreams, they look so realistic that i could smell of the fresh blood of the dead body's. So disturbing!

And finnaly, my parents came for the first time home! I missed them so much, that i forget how they looked like.But the first thing that they said was Alice, why are you looking so scary to us? Is there something happend when we where gone. You give that look like you wanna kill us. Seriusly? well thats the way i look mom, well that happens when you left you're daughter alone for almost a year ! You will forget how she look like ! And thats what you two did ! And there come's that evil thingy saying Grab that nife and kill them! This is youre chance, c'mon Alice! But then, i coul'd not control my body. And the bad thing happens here, it killed my parents! WHAT !? I killed my parents!? FUCK WHAT?! NO! WHAT DID YOU DO TO THEM FUCKER! And he answerd to me  Well i did what you wanted to do Alice, or i'm a wrong? NO I DIDN'T WANT IT THAT WAY! FUCK.. NOO! It was just like the dreams, but of the end of the dreams i'm a not screaming or crying, i.. I was laughing, laughing like a psycho. I don't know what to do know! Should i leave or stay!? Alice, get the fuck away from here before the police arive's. Got to the forest, there you would be save, trust me YOU ALREADY KILLED MY PARENTS AND THEM I AM GONNA TRUST YOU!? Alice you fuck listen what i say and go to the forest! And ofcourse, i ran to the forest. and some where, deep in the forest, whas i there sitting on a dead tree, starting to think '' Oké, what the hell i'm a gonna do right know ! This cannot be true!''

To be continued !