User:Scorch933

Welcome.
''If you're reading this, it's probably by mistake. Whatever the reason, Welcome.''

My name's Thomas, but you can call me scorch if you will.

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I'm a pianist, Drummer, with 3-years of experience in each. Music is my life. It's my driving force. I like punk, metal, classic rock, and alternative. I'm an outcast...I would rather have a few good friends...than a hundred "acqaintances". I like the dark and black arts, it interests me, like Black Fantasy. Macabre and the Morbid. I absolutely f***ing love the Gashly Crumb Tinies by Edward Gorey, that's how I learned by ABCs. :D Guess that's why I am here, this stuff appeals to me. I like being challenged, or debating. I like being asked questions.

Eminem said once "I don't care if you're black, white, red, yellow, gay, straight, bisexual, transgender, Short, Tall, Young, Old," If you're nice to me, I'll be nice to you. I don't really like his Music, But I like that. And even if you aren't nice, I still love you. I can't hate anyone ever. No matter how you act, No matter what you say, I can't hate you. I might get mad, I might fight back, I might get angry, but I won't hate. I'm a bit of an outsider to most. I don't get along with peers, I can't find intelligent conversation often, and I'm considered an outcast. I just want to be noticed or accepted. I am recognized by Facial expression and my off-beat, often sick, but hilarious sense of humor and jokes. I can go from one topic to another in a flash, just like that. I like TEA! Lol. My favorite kind of Tea is Black Dragon Pearl, or Lemongrass. I love to cook and bake as well.

I'm not Religious. You might immediately think of me as such, But I am not religious. I despise Religion, Rash judgement, and hatred. I despise Diversity and conflict. My belief is based on faith and spirit alone. All Religion does is define us. We should be defining ourselves with our own actions. Not letting a perspective or ideology say who we are. The reason I dislike Christianity is because too many adults and teen christians lack perspective. In fact, I hate Religion, Atheism, what the **** ever because too many people are so fricken full of themselves, are way too fricken devoted and have unquestioned doubtless faith in sh*t they probably don't even have a slight understanding of. You need to doubt, you need to study, you need to Look around and get a sense of things, what you really think, what you really do, before you decide what you are.

I am involved in the SCA, and love to do Pennsic. Pennsic is a middle ages Re-enactment starting every year at the end of July to a few days after August. I love to do it, as for me it is an escape from the reality and hell that is my life. I spend every year waiting for it. I know multiple styles of Martial Arts, I like to swim, bike, and run. I drum, and play piano. I also have interests in the Sullen Art Collective, I think that artwork is cool. I am a big fan of HP Lovecraft and the Lovecraftian universe as well.

I like a LOT of different music, I don't have the space or time to name every band, but I'll name what my favorites are to give you a feel of what I like

Pantera Breaking Benjamin HIM Nightwish Blink-182

And of course: The Pogues.

I've had a history of mental problems, and damn, Have I had quite the history in general.

My dad and mom never got along. You'd think two people, one who's socially conservative, and one who's socially liberal would balance eachother out. Wrong. They tip the scales. My dad is hard on me and my little bro, but loves my sister. My mom is the opposite. My dad hates my music, and hates my interests, and doesn't like the games, my mom's not a big fan of it, but she's supportive of me at the very least.

Mental problems, where do I begin.

Well, from November 2012 to march 2013... I had issues. Nobody knew, because I was doing it in places nobody would see. Except I met a girl. We both had scars. We both had trust, we both got along. And we had a great relationship. But my best friend had an interest in her as well. Next thing I know, she cuts off contact. I told him to back off, and he apologized...at first, that he thought they were just being friends. then he tells me he thought that she was making an approach and he didn't want to let that slip. Then she tells me we're through because she likes him more, and that I'm "f*cking insane and need to get locked up". (funny, considering all the sh** she was telling me she was doing). Next thing I know, I see them together. I stay away. Except my best friend, apparently totally unaware of what happened, brings her around and tries to get us to reconcile. She thinks this was my doing, and she tells everyone what I had done to myself. He finds out and calls suicide prevention, telling them I was going to kill myself (not true. never my intention). I get isolated away from friends and family for a week. being asked the same frickin questions over and over again. Then, for a month after, every day I have to attend courses and counseling. The problem was never diagnosed, nothing was ever found wrong, other than that it was a compulsion. But "therapy" seemed to have cured me, and I stopped. When I got back into society, my career dreams were shot, nobody looked at me the same way, and my dad got harder on me than ever. Got me into sports (not something I want to do. Not competitive sports. I like exercise, but I don't like sports...) and I get bullied by guys who heard about what I did. She and Him were still together. Three months after, here I am, and people seem to have let it go. And I've let go of him, he was probably trying to help me anyway. Her, she betrayed me, put me through hell and shot my credibility and dreams. If I ever see her again, It'll be a dark day. Hopefully he and she both know that.

No, that was not a threat. I just know that...knowing her, she wouldn't forgive, or accept forgiveness from me. She'd say something else about me. And there are more things about me other than just the cutting.

Either way, That's my story. That's my person, you know. Who I am.

I'm a bit of a geek to say, as well. Star Wars, Mtn Dew, History, all the geeky stuff, that's me.

Scorch933 &#34;Your Companion Cube&#34;. (talk) 23:35, June 9, 2013 (UTC)