User blog comment:BenNasty/My Nightmares/@comment-3192639-20101228194022

As promised...my nightmares up to date: OCT 10: Everything was dark. Heard 3 loud explosions. Then i saw only red, Looked down to see my legs missing. OCT 23: Saw the decapitated heads of 2 of my friends in sand. Sand was soaked in their blood. OCT 30: My family was all dead and buried neck deep in sand. All had a bullet hole between their eyes. Faces mangled by bodies and decomposition. NOV 13: Saw myself w/ red eyes. Shot myself in head. Laughed. Next I saw a dark room, my red eyes glowing. My brother stabs me. Again I laugh as I drink my own blood. DEC 3: Bright white light. Walked toward light and began falling. Temperature rising rapidly, I was choking on smoke. DEC 28: I saw fire. A massive ball of flame surrounding me. Smelled burning flesh and hair. Choking on smoke.

Well there you have it. The insanity that is my subconscious....