User blog:Insanity Creeps/Love. Our biggest achievement, yet, our biggest fear.

For so long, I spent my life alone, I never spoke to many people, I was far too shy and most people just found me wierd. These recent years have been much better, but still much worse. being so alone most of my life so far has made it hard for me to truly start socializing as I have started to recently in making all these amazing friends in my new current school. Now, the problem here is, I met someone, she was beautiful in every way I could look and she truly meant A lot to me, but not long after our first date I suspected something, not as in cheating, but as in she wasnt comfortable with me. I asked her one night to be honest and she told ke something both loving and heartbreaking, she had wanted usto stay friends, but not because she didn't like me or she was cheating, but because she felt that she didn't deserve me. I tried to convince her otherwise because I wanted to be with her so much but eventually I let her go with one promise. I told her to look for a good guy who wouldn't treat her bad in any way, just like I wanted to do. Now, we are here as I type these words on this webpage. Before I bid you farewell, I leave you all this Poem I blindly wrote behind my emotions.

"The tears drop from my skin as my soul splits in two. This is it, I've reached my breaking point. Yet, hope finds ts way back from the slit in my self, able to hold the life inside my ever so broken mind and heart. Even though I am hurt beyond ever bofore, I manage the strength to keep the real me here."

Feel free to share similar love stories you have.

~Insanity