User blog:The Koromo/Rage and Sads

I'm just going to say it: I feel like giving up on writing.

Now, I know that my writing isn't bad and a lot of people like it. I know I don't want to give up. A Few Bad Apples was just spotlighted, but right now I honestly feel like that's going to be the ONLY story I ever put up here for another few years. Yes, writing is my number one passion in the world. But for the majority of the school year, I've been writing in moderately slow paces but I felt like I was still progressing relatively well and had no qualms with the slow pace because I was still getting things done.

Then summer came. During the previous final few months of school I promised myself that I would dedicate a lot of time to writing over the summer. I'd get entire stories done and post them up here. To start, Banning's demon contest came along and I immediately jumped at the opportunity. Here I sit weeks later with nothing done but three ideas and only one I actually started working on, before getting halfway through the first paragraph and sitting here idly for the past hour or so. I don't even know if I'll finish this contest. I'm so angry and upset. Ugh. Procrastination is literally a plague.

I don't know what to do now. All I feel like is smoking and sleeping. Arrrgh.