User:ImSorryImAScrewUp

I'm basicaly a girl who doesn't know what she wants from or with her life. She dreams of demons and monsters that know everything about her. She had tons of friends, now she barelly knowns her own family. I'm screwed up in the brain, i know that. I get told that almost every day. My best friend is a guy in a book... I mean I'm crazy right?? But I'm always being told "How can a girl as beautiful as you be so fucking crazy in the head?" I'm like... "Can I leave now." There is never a time in my life that I just wish I was just a person in a story. I mean i started writing a book, I got to like chapter 14.... Then I thought, "Why would any one want to read a book about a girl who wanted to learn about her self while having people in her life try and help? I mean no one wants to read about a girl and something so useless that she had to waste paper and her life trying to write something no one was ever going to see." I'm like crazy. I know.. I really try my best to not be so stupid or crazy or just straight up depressing. I mean I have feelings like everyone else. (Even though I have feelings like most humans, I feel like I never had more then one.) Well enough about me and my hopeless life right? I guess I could tell you more, but I doubt any of you really want to listen or read about me. Right?