Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-9801519-20130614044126/@comment-4883034-20130614124232

Discussions in threads instead of chat? Interesting. I never believed. For a few years I attended a recretional camp, and every day, to my intense dislike, we would get read some of the bible, but I went there anyways because the rest was worth it. What I heard I disagree with and it seems to contradict itself (the Bible I mean). It was also the fact the bible went against my beliefs. I just find it hard to believe in him after all I heard. For what I believe, I just can't believe God exists. The origin of him is also in question, a being was just there... and created time? Where did he come from? Where did everything begin? I suppose I could say the same about the atheist belief, where did all the energy or whatever that expanded come from? It may also be a bit of ignorance on my side, for the fact I just can't believe something I can't prove, and the fact that if he did exist, I would go to hell, and take eternal lonlieness and torture. So I don't belive him because:

1: The bible seems to contradict itself on several places

2: My stubborn belief of not being able to believe what I can't prove

and 3: My fear of what comes after we die.