Board Thread:Writer's Workshop/@comment-25319269-20150607095137

So you think being "insane" is cool? Fuck I hate you pretentious motherfuckers. You think your so funny by saying that your a 'insane killer' all your disturbed and depressed friends. You people make me sick to my stomach. Oh how 'interesting' and 'edgy', your 'husbando' is "Jeff the Killer". I'll tell you one thing, that pussy is about as pretentious as you. It's fucking amazing on how little you understand about mental issues. Why should you listen to me? Because I am a horrible human being, monster, killer whatever you want to call me. It isn't glamorous to kill people. It felt good at first. Oh yes I loved the screams of that young lady. But then the next day I saw the murder on T.V. I threw up as I saw her only child balling his eyes out as he clung to his father. Does that sound "good" or "empowering"? No... No it does not... What sickened me is that I kept killing people. I only killed roughly 10 people in their 20-30s. Never children, I refused to do that. They are so sweet and so full of life, for a short time at a high school in Victoria (which is a state in Australia) I was a school counselor. Yeah, I had a fucking life and a job! Not like the other killers you idolize! I dealt with teens that are going through the issues of life, not a single thought of killing them came to my mind. I couldn't explain that feeling towards children and not young adults. No I'm not a pedophile. Another thing, bad childhood doesn't always lead to insanity! I had a fine childhood. I did my chores, my parents loved me lots and I had a decent amount of friends. Don't ask me why I suddenly became how I am. I'm never proud of it. When the moment is actually happening I get a very happy high feeling, almost some arousal of sorts. But the next morning it hits me like a ton of bricks. I cry, scream, hit things, drink, smoke and do anything to drown the guilt. But, recently I have had an idea. You. You people who idolize monsters and make fun of insanity. I'm gonna kill you! I wont feel bad, Oh no not at all. You all deserve it. "You won't find out where I live!" Oh believe me I will. I might be insane but that doesn't mean I don't have skills & resources. I'm quite computer savvy. You ever heard of an "IP address"? I'll track you through those, if you know what a "IP address" is. Unless you apologize your days are numbered. I'm not afraid of getting caught and I already have an order to kill me upon sight. But in this world of hunter vs hunted, Prey vs Predator and Dog Eat Dog I'll win if you dare try fight back. Those karate lessons are useless against hypodermic needles and knives. You Think Being Insane Is Cool? You must be out of your tiny little mind.So you think being "insane" is cool? Fuck I hate you pretentious motherfuckers. You think your so funny by saying that your a 'insane killer' all your disturbed and depressed friends. You people make me sick to my stomach. Oh how 'interesting' and 'edgy', your 'husbando' is "Jeff the Killer". I'll tell you one thing, that pussy is about as pretentious as you. It's fucking amazing on how little you understand about mental issues. Why should you listen to me? Because I am a horrible human being, monster, killer whatever you want to call me. It isn't glamorous to kill people. It felt good at first. Oh yes I loved the screams of that young lady. But then the next day I saw the murder on T.V. I threw up as I saw her only child balling his eyes out as he clung to his father. Does that sound "good" or "empowering"? No... No it does not... What sickened me is that I kept killing people. I only killed roughly 10 people in their 20-30s. Never children, I refused to do that. They are so sweet and so full of life, for a short time at a high school in Victoria (which is a state in Australia) I was a school counselor. Yeah, I had a fucking life and a job! Not like the other killers you idolize! I dealt with teens that are going through the issues of life, not a single thought of killing them came to my mind. I couldn't explain that feeling towards children and not young adults. No I'm not a pedophile. Another thing, bad childhood doesn't always lead to insanity! I had a fine childhood. I did my chores, my parents loved me lots and I had a decent amount of friends. Don't ask me why I suddenly became how I am. I'm never proud of it. When the moment is actually happening I get a very happy high feeling, almost some arousal of sorts. But the next morning it hits me like a ton of bricks. I cry, scream, hit things, drink, smoke and do anything to drown the guilt. But, recently I have had an idea. You. You people who idolize monsters and make fun of insanity. I'm gonna kill you! I wont feel bad, Oh no not at all. You all deserve it. "You won't find out where I live!" Oh believe me I will. I might be insane but that doesn't mean I don't have skills & resources. I'm quite computer savvy. You ever heard of an "IP address"? I'll track you through those, if you know what a "IP address" is. Unless you apologize your days are numbered. I'm not afraid of getting caught and I already have an order to kill me upon sight. But in this world of hunter vs hunted, Prey vs Predator and Dog Eat Dog I'll win if you dare try fight back. Those karate lessons are useless against hypodermic needles and knives. You Think Being Insane Is Cool? You must be out of your tiny little mind. 