@Toast Child I hope you realise that you are the exact type of person being talked about in this thread. Judging by not only your contributions here but your post history as a whole, you are an extremely immature individual that has trouble differentiating fiction from reality.
You seem to recognise your unhealthy, deluded 'obsessions' with these characters, while simultaneously doing nothing but indulge yourself on such matters. It comes off as incredibly attention-seeking and cringeworthy. Rarely do you have anything interesting or meaningful to contribute, in fact you have violated the discussions rules often enough to warrant being warned by an admin:
My advice to you would be the same as @Wobblingkirlia 's, to grow up, or at least stop pretending like you aren't one of the reasons why the discussions page is as embarrassing and off-putting as it is.