Whoo-hoo. .-.
You drugged me with subterfuge
Dripping nectar, cloying and irresistible
Stripping me of my worth
Just like the night before
You seized my arm
And went for the vein
Penetrating needles hollowing me out
A familiar pain
Watching me sleep at night
Alone and exposed
Pissing the bed
As I spot you
Lock me up deep inside you
Where needles won’t save me
Why won’t the pain go away
Anymore?
Pelt me with beer bottles
Lined up like the grave stones
Of those you also deflowered
On a window sill painting the illusion of my escape
Subjected to your degrading mockery
Vile scorn taking wicked flight
Appraising me like steel wool
I am your toy, a veritable ragdoll
Crushed my ribcage
So you couldn’t face my rejection
Driving in your godforsaken van
To the tune of my death throes
You shot yourself in the head,
Just to spray the guts all over my body
Marking your territory forevermore
No, I don’t love you
Through sunken eyes, sunken and downcast,
You pervade me still with predator eyes
My crumpled body
Yearning for every young dream of the past
(This is the filler part I may or may not cut out. Questionable...)
You redefined my definition of love
Made it a living, breathing thing
And I could tell you enjoyed it
From your brain radiating warmth onto me
Love thinks, therefore it exists
Something physical, something emotional,
You just never know till you experience it
Make it your own
Love was always there for me,
Knocking on my door
Breathing down my neck
Till death did us apart.