All I could think of was how could this happen to me, I mean seriously me? I haven’t done anything to deserve this. But I guess there’s no point dwelling in the past, the point is that I’m falling and have been for about 5 minutes now. At first I couldn’t think rationally, my mind was going so quick as was I. After the initial panic I started to think, not about my fall, but my life. It’s been quite a mediocre one, I never really accomplished anything special, high school degree and working at a retail store isn’t much of an achievment in my mind. I always imagined myself as a successful businessman with a nice suit and office. But that’s a long lost dream. Then I began thinking of all the failed relationships with everyone I’ve ever had. Now that I think of it, I guess this isn’t that bad. Not really going to miss out on much. So I guess this is the acceptance stage. I’ve been falling for a good 10 to 15 minutes now and I’m starting to feel lightheaded. I’m wondering if this is ever going to-....
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=====But I guess there’s no point dwelling in the past, the point is that I’m falling and have been for about 5 minutes now. At first I couldn’t think rationally, my mind was going so quick as was I. After the initial panic I started to think, not about my fall, but my life. It’s been quite a mediocre one, I never really accomplished anything special, high school degree and working at a retail store isn’t much of an achievment in my mind.=====
=====I always imagined myself as a successful businessman with a nice suit and office. But that’s a long lost dream. Then I began thinking of all the failed relationships with everyone I’ve ever had. Now that I think of it, I guess this isn’t that bad. Not really going to miss out on much. So I guess this is the acceptance stage. I’ve been falling for a good 10 to 15 minutes now and I’m starting to feel lightheaded. I’m wondering if this is ever going to en-....=====
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All I could think of was how could this happen to me, I mean seriously me? I haven’t done anything to deserve this.
But I guess there’s no point dwelling in the past, the point is that I’m falling and have been for about 5 minutes now. At first I couldn’t think rationally, my mind was going so quick as was I. After the initial panic I started to think, not about my fall, but my life. It’s been quite a mediocre one, I never really accomplished anything special, high school degree and working at a retail store isn’t much of an achievment in my mind.
I always imagined myself as a successful businessman with a nice suit and office. But that’s a long lost dream. Then I began thinking of all the failed relationships with everyone I’ve ever had. Now that I think of it, I guess this isn’t that bad. Not really going to miss out on much. So I guess this is the acceptance stage. I’ve been falling for a good 10 to 15 minutes now and I’m starting to feel lightheaded. I’m wondering if this is ever going to en-....