Hello.
I am a creature like all of you. I am hunger, I am lust, I am warped and I am alone. As are all of you. And though I have written and continue to write subjects that continue to disturb... Know this.. I am a being of love.
I love it all. Even the pain. Especially the pain. For if I could not I'd not be here. As I'm sure many of you are the same.
I have loved this fandom for the twisted comfort it has given me. We are all as shattered as the next beautifully fractured mirror and I aspire to continue these stories. Not just to unsettle us and bring us together... But moreso to unnerve the normal. It is no case of Us And Them. But I still watch sadistically as my fellow man recoils and spits venomous abuse at me. I would say 'bring it on' but I don't intend to provoke the lion with its maw already gaping wide around my face.
But I'd hope you take away from this that I cry like you and I will continue to. As will you, I'm sure. But I will write my feelings and bleed onto the pages until I am hoepful again. Read with me, live with me, love with me. Get comfortable and be afraid.
The mind is a horribly wonderful place~