User blog:Maulle/I Never Deserved This...

I am here with you today to say that I may not be able to do much of anything on wikia for awhile because my parents treat me like garbade think that they are trying to save me when they are what's killing me...If I've been acting kinda off lately, I'm sorry...But they give me issues...

They took away my devices so that I have nobody to talk to...Well, nobody to talk to who who actually cares...I'm only able to post this because I am using one of the school computers. I won't be able to skype for the time being...This whole extra horrible ordeal that they are putting me through is supposed to last for about nine weeks but idk if I can last that long without breaking, which for awhile now I've been close to doing...

Also, can someone make sure Lucas knows I sent him something through Deviantart and yahoo? It's kinda important...

EDIT: I've been able to chat on here because I'm at school where my parents can't get me, so I've been able to chat because of that. However, I can't seem to skype from here as of the moment. 

Oh, and I'm still alive so far. Haven't slit my wrists left or tried to overdose on sleep medicine yet...emphasis on yet.

EDIT 2 : Somebody, please give me some ideas to take my mind off of shit before I choke the hell outa somebody...

Sleeping alot, drinking tea, reading poetry, going outside and drawing on myself using various sharp objects is not working for me...at all...

EDIT 3: I probably should have updated this awhile ago but I'm updating it now. Things have gotten better now that I have found ways to manipulate and control the situation. I'm still having issues but nowhere near as many as I did originally. Blablabla, so far I'm alive and breathing and all that happy shit, have a good day.