aka アレクサンダ

  • I live in Fort Wainwright, AK
  • I was born on February 13
  • My occupation is U.S. Army Infantryman (11B)
  • I am vegan
  • YakuYabai

    I don't know if anyone else has thought about this when they were younger, but I would always stare up at the ceiling fan at night after my eyes got accustomed to the dark and think about how things really could be. I would think about how if I was the only human-being and everyone else was some kind of alien playing certain parts in my life to see how I reacted. Like, sort of similar to an experiment. Of course, with time, I understood that people are just people. Although, there's still that residual feeling that there just be might be those few individuals that walk into your life that might not exactly be human. For example, today, I was walking into the initial entryway of the commissary (A grocery store on the military post where I l…

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  • YakuYabai


    September 29, 2013 by YakuYabai

    Time keeps passing by so fast, I can't seem to find the time to do anything. I've seen some weird things, and I don't know exactly who I can talk to about them. Everyone keeps saying to talk to a doctor, but that's not what I want to do.

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  • YakuYabai

    I miss you

    September 23, 2013 by YakuYabai

    It's been a while since I've seen you. Can you take me to the place that you went to? To the great land where you rest your head. The place you talked about before I went to bed. And there you were, standing in the light. Through your darkest days, you always taught me right. No I won't forget all of those "good nights", but most of all, I won't forget "goodbye".

    I miss you. Why did you have to go away? If I see you, it will ease all of the pain. When you said "Don't cry, have a better day", it made me feel stronger, even to this day. I can only see you when I sleep. I can only hear you when I dream. Having special moments as a child. Hope you love me for who I am now.

    Momma, I miss you. Why did you have to go away? When I see you, it always…

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